Splatter the Red Paint

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I was frozen. I was in shock. Matt came back. And he's been stacking me all day, but how did he find me? how did he know I was here?

Josh took the phone from my hands, not even giving into a fight to keep it a secret. He looked at the message and all of the pictures. "Who the hell is this?"

He looked at me, then began to shake me seeing I wasn't fully functional at the moment.

"Lex. Lexi!" He shook me a bit harder, grabbing my hand and squeezing it tight, letting go of my hand and placing it under my chin, gently turning my head so I was now facing him.

"He..." That was all I could get out of my mouth the rest just fell off my tongue not making it into words. But josh just kept staring at me. "I should of never taken you here, this was all a mistake"

Josh sat back in his seat not giving back my phone, staring up the engine and pulling out of the parking lot as fast as he could without hitting anyone on the way out.

He seemed pissed but I couldn't see his expression, i looked a head feeling like i had been frozen in time where nothing moved and nothing mattered. Making everything feel like in any minute everything would just might crumble under my feet like before.

Tears escaped my eyes.

I finally found the strength to speak.

"Bring me home josh." Josh turned his head quickly now facing me, with an expression I still couldn't see.

"WHAT! No your not going home! That's where he can get you i don't want anything to happen to you, I already lost you once and I can't let that happen again. I WON'T LEXI! "

His face was red, as if he was angry at me for even speaking those words. "I'm sorry" my voice was small and soft. Now I really did want to go home. I didn't want to be here already but now I didn't want to be with josh. I just wanted it all to end and there was no exit out of this ride.

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The car ride was silent the whole way to Josh's house, he ended up taking a detour just incase someone had followed us but no one came. He was more paranoid than I was, and he hadn't even met Matt yet.

"Go pick a movie" he said as we got to the basement, everything was still the same. The smell of dampness with a hint of ax, clothes spread across the room, and the old popcorn from last time that I spilled by accident when josh tickled me to the ground and started me up with a make out fest on the floor. It was getting intense when Josh's mom came home and started banging her feet off of the floor for josh to come upstairs. I still had never been up there, and I don't think I will ever get the opportunity.

I went to the cabinet that had all of this Dvd's and Cd's. I wasn't sure really what to get, but I kept looking. I probably looked for 5 minutes when I finally found a movie that seemed good when josh came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, his body was close, very close to mine. I could feel him moving himself, swaying his hips with mine, leaving no space in between us..

He kissed my neck, giving me chills and causing me to feel my stomach churn after each kiss. He placed is head on my shoulder and looked down at the movie I had in my hands.

"So whatcha got there?"

"Oh.. Umm.. " I forgot what I had grabbed, I always forget when josh gets this way.

I looked down into my hands to find I grabbed that I had never heard of before

"I'm not sure, umm..." He reached around and grabbed the movie from my hands and turned it toward him so he could see.