CYN
I woke up to the sun shining in my eyes. Why in the hell is it so bright? I rolled over and put my face in the pillow and got hit with an unfamiliar smell. I pushed my body up and looked around, where am i? Then last night hit me, I went to the dinner party with Erica, had a few to many drinks and gave Erica a lap dance. OMG i gave Erica a lap dance. The memories started coming back slowly. I remember grinding on her and making her put her hands on my ass. I also remember her not wanting to touch me and running away. I'm in a relationship basically throwing myself at her and she still rejects me. Even if i am with Ray and i was drunk, it's still the concept of her telling me no. And then she even let me sleep in her bed ALONE. When it was time for her to be an asshole and take advantage of me being drunk, she turns around and acts like a bigger asshole by respecting me. Ughhhhhhhh she is so frustrating, i don't know why i'm even getting mad because i would have been mad if she did go along with it. I got broken out of my thoughts by Daph calling me, i didn't feel like talking so i ignored it. Then not even a minute later Ray calls me, why is he calling so early? I looked at the time and noticed it'S 1 in the afternoon. SHIT. I started panicking. I jumped out of bed so quick that i ended up falling over my heels and hit the floor. I guess i yelled because i heard Erica running down the hall and she busted through door.
Erica "Omg Cyn are you okay?"
Cyn "Yes i'm fine."
She reached down to help me up but i snatched my hand away from her. I was still mad about yesterday, yes i know i'm petty but i don't care.
Erica "Cyn stop, let me help you up."
Cyn "I said i'm fine." and i picked myself up off of the floor.
Erica "Uh okay, but it looks like you cut your foot and your bleeding on my carpet so you might want to clean that up."
I looked down and sure enough i was bleeding. I get light headed when i see blood and she knows that. But i am not fixing to ask her for help, i'll just tough it out. I got up and hobbled to the bathroom.
Cyn "Where are your band aids?"
Erica "Medicine cabinet at the top."
I grabbed some tissue and the band aids and tried to clean myself up but i was having trouble. I closed my eyes and started talking to myself. I could tell she walked in the bathroom probably to laugh at me but i'm not giving her the satisfaction of asking for her help. I felt her grab the tissue from my hand and start cleaning the cut. I opened my eyes and just watched her, I can't stay mad at this girl even if i wanted to.
Erica "Next time don't be so stubborn, I don't need you passed out on the floor."
Cyn "I know i'm sorry, i was just upset when i woke up."
Erica "Upset about what?"
Cyn "It's nothing Erica."
Erica "Okay i'll drop it."
She walked out of the bathroom and i followed her down the hall. I probably shouldn't do this but fuck it.
Cyn "Is there something wrong with me?"
Erica "Huh? No...Why would you ask that?"
Cyn "Because last night when i was trying to give you a lap dance, which i'm sorry about by the way, you ran from me. And when we were together you cheated on me. Your always rejecting me. I woke up this morning so mad at you and i don't even know why i'm letting it get to me. I just want to know why Erica."
She looked at me with a dumb look and started laughing. She really started laughing. What is so funny about what i just told her? I guess she saw i was serious and stopped.
