ERICA
So Cyn just left and it's almost time for my King to come home from grandma's house. That gives me time to clean up Cyn's mess. Three hours passed and King came bursting through the door "Hi Mommy, i missed you." hugging him "Hi baby, i missed you too. Did you have fun at grandma's house?" "Yeah we played board games and ate a lot of junk food." I glared at him "Oh really? Well i'm glad you had fun." "I did. Mommy can i ask you a question..well two questions." "Sure baby you can ask me anything" "First question..can i stay at Elias' house tonight?" "is it okay with his mom?" He slapped his forehead "Duh mom" I laughed at him "Don't duh me, i know how sneaky you can be" "Anyways second question...What's going on with you and Cyn?" I started getting nervous when i heard her name "Nothing chubby we're just working on a friendship" "Why just a friendship?" This boy and his questions "You said you only had two questions, that's what i mean about you being sneaky lol. But mommy did a lot of mean things to Cyn that made her not want to be in my life anymore." "You mean like getting engaged to little bow wow?" i burst out laughing "Chubby!! There's more to it than that but yes" he walks up to me and hugs me "Mommy I'm not a little boy, i know more than you think." "I know, i just didn't want you to hate me for being the reason Cyn left. I know how much you love her." "It's okay mommy i still talked to Cyn even when you were with Bow Wow." I was shocked to hear that "Why didn't you tell me?" "I didn't want you to tell me i couldn't talk to her. I don't want to talk about it anymore just make it right mommy okay? You really hurt Cyn and i want her to stick around this time" I kissed his forehead "I plan on it" "Thank you mommy, I'm going to pack." and he ran upstairs.
This boy never ceases to amaze me with how big his heart is. He really does love Cyn but i would have never thought they kept in contact. Twenty minutes later King came down stairs with his bag ready. "I just got of the phone with Elias they had to go to the store but on their way home they will pick me up" "Okay that gives us time to cuddle before you leave" I laid on the couch and King laid on top of me and we just talked "Mommy why is my blanket and pillow on the other couch?" Shit "Oh Cyn stayed over last night and i slept on the couch" He jumped up so fast "What!!! why didn't she wait for me before she left?" "She had something to do chubby." He started pouting "yeah whatever" speak of the devil she just texted me
C: Hey Erica just wanted to say thank you again for last night and this morning. I hope you have a good night!
Me: Your welcome..again lol! Oh and King came back. I told him you were here this morning and wants to know why you left. I have a very angry little boy on my hands lol.
C: Aww tell him i will make it up to him in a few days.
M: He gave me an evil look lol so good luck with that. Good night Cyn!
I'm kind of upset that she left to go be with her man but it is what it is. She moved on and i just need to accept that. Elias came and picked King up so i was stuck home by myself. I called Albee to see what he was doing but he was busy, and the same thing with Peter. Why are all my friends busy tonight ugh. I laid down on the couch when i got a notification from Instagram. I looked and Mya from the club was in my DM. She apologized for leaving at the club, i guess she had an emergency and had to leave. We exchanged messages for about an hour and i decided to ask her if she wanted to grab a bite to eat. She accepted the invite of course. There's nothing wrong with being in the company of a beautiful girl. I told her to meet me at Nobu at 10 so that gives me enough time to get ready.
It's 10:30 and i still haven't made it there yet, and to my surprise she hasn't messaged me once so I took it upon myself to let her know i was running late and she was actually cool with it. I pulled up to valet 10 minutes later and walked inside. I saw Mya sitting there beautiful as ever. She looked over and smiled at me. I walked over to the table and she got up to give me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.We sat down and the waiter came to take our order. I apologized for being late and we just began to talk. We talked about everything. I found out she is 23, a model and writes in her free time. Her mom passed away two months ago so she supports her brother, which i admire her for. Shes involved in a few charities and wants to eventually adopt a kid. Who is this girl? After meeting her in the club and the way she threw herself at me i would have never thought she would be a model that does charity work. She has me intrigued, which takes a lot. A few fans walked up and asked for pictures, of course i agreed and i asked Mya to join me. She looked shocked and my fans looked shocked. I know this is going to blow up on me in the media but there's nothing wrong with a few pictures.
I finished talking to my fans and the food arrived. She made jokes about how fast i eat but shit i was hungry lol. She reminds me of Cyn in a lot of ways. The way she always see's the best in people and makes the most out of every situation. Her mom just passed away and by looking at her you can't even tell. She puts on a front for people, but i can tell she's hurting. We finished our dinner and me being a "gentleman" paid for the bill. I asked her where she was parked and walked her to her car.
Mya "Well this is me, thank you for tonight Erica i had a good time"
Erica "Thank you for coming out with me, i thought i was gonna be stuck in the house all night"
Mya "No problem, we should do this again sometime"
Erica "Yeah i would like that"
Mya "Your cute lol, well have a goodnight Erica"
Erica "Hold on, let me see your phone. Here's my number if you ever get bored or just want somebody to talk to"
Mya "Your not gonna stalk me are you?"
Erica "Not unless you give me a reason too"
We both laughed and i opened her car door for her. She got in and i leaned down and gave her a kiss on the lips. I pulled away and we looked into eachother's eyes. She pulled me back down by my neck and gave me the sexiest kiss. We were in a full blown make out session when i saw camera flashes out the corner of my eye. But the way this girl was kissing me i didn't even care. She loosened her grip on my neck and sucked on my bottom lip.
Mya "Goodnight Erica"
Erica "Goodnight Mya"
She drove off and I had to pull myself together. 1 Mya is an amazing kisser and has me super horny right now and 2 i'm almost positive that those flashing lights were paparazzi and my face is going to be all in the blogs tomorrow i can see it now. I turned around and got bombarded with questions. I put my head down and walked to my car. After about 5 minutes of avoiding these crazy people i finally got to my car and drove home. I got inside and changed into my pajamas. I laid down in bed and texted Mya to make sure she got home okay which she did. My head is all over the place right now. What is Cyn going to think if she finds out? She does have a man so she can't really say anything. I don't even know why i'm worried about what she will think. I wonder what Mya is thinking right now. She's a dope girl and i would like to get to know her better. But is that something she would want? Is that something i even want? Ugh i guess we will see where things go. If i learned anything from my past relationships it's to not rush anything. Let what happens happen. I put my phone on the charger, turned off the lights and laid in the darkness. I am not looking forward to tomorrow.
