I just stood there for a minute, confused as to why she seemed upset. I pushed the number 3 button and went back to my room. I instantly picked up my phone to see that she had texted me. and this is what I got :
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and yeah. that broke my heart. it broke my heart to pieces. it hurt me so bad that I didn't even know it hurt until 12 am this morning when I was tossing and turning replaying the moment she reached to put her hands on my face. I started thinking... "what am I gonna tell my parents" "they aren't gonna know about us dating they're just gonna know I met her" "oh my god I have no future without her" and so on and so forth. I started contemplating suicide again. I saw nothing but bad in life. I tried to pick out the happy things but they just weren't there. so I texted her.
