I am currently in a very complicated part of my life. my best friend has admitted to me that she's in love with me and I'll say the feelings mutual.
I've loved her for quite awhile now, and I'll tell you the story.
I sent her this :
we were waiting in line to meet taylor Caniff and you told me you liked my sweatshirt or something along the lines of that. and for some reason I didn't know at the time I kept smiling when I looked at you. I gave you two dollars without even the slightest bit of hesitation. and when you started crying while sitting on the ground I wrapped my arms around you and held your. and then we went to Starbucks and that was the last time I talked to you until October or November. and then until March. and ever since the day you texted me on Easter we've not gone a day without talking that I know of. I have loved you since I saw you. and I never knew that meet and greet would bring me this wonderful amazing girl that I can't get over and out of my mind. for I have fallen so deeply in love with Bethani Jordan Cantu. and I'm so glad I went to that meet and greet and wore that sweatshirt on September 23, 2015 at 6 pm. in the middle of Birmingham. I'm so blessed to have you. there's no way I would EVER trade any second I have with you.
sure, say I didn't love Sydney. well of course I did. I had loved her long before I even knew Jordan existed. but she came along and changed my life forever.
I have two jobs this summer, cleaning houses and baby sitting.
that's all.
