she's my drug.
she's my addiction.
as you should know...
the definition of addiction is ;
being addicted to something, or someone.
which can physically, mentally and
emotionally bring you down.
when you're feeding your addiction you're
only making things worse.
she is my addiction.
she's a drug and I'm the addict. no matter how hard I try to stop wanting her I can't do it because I'm addicted and you can't break a heavy addiction
on
your
own.
how do we break it?
we take our time. trying not to take as many hits of it day. until one day...we can let go of that addiction and try to move forward.
but the worst part of an addiction is...it takes every single part of you to let go. and you don't want to.
when you're addicted to someone, you generally won't realize it until it's far too late.
until it
breaks you
when they leave.
until you see that they didn't want you like they thought they did.
until they leave.
when you start feeling like death is your only option.
when
you start wanting
to be dead
more than anything.
that's...when it's time to break the addiction.
