it's 8:30 am. and I don't wanna leave. I don't wanna go back home and be so far away from her. I don't wanna go back home to tell my parents and then have them take her from me. I wanna go back to when we were at the zoo. I want to relive that day up until we broke up. I want to have her hand in mine. I want to have my arms around her waist. I want to be able to say goodbye. because who really knows...who knows if the last time I got to touch her was when she kissed me. I want to be able to say goodbye so I don't just lose her. I want to say goodbye so that the last time I saw her things weren't so..abrupt. I want her touch back. I want her right beside me again. I want her back. I had a dream about her last night. we were just hanging out and we started kissing, but this time she wanted it. this time it went a lot further. this time....she was happy. but I guess I am only wanting to fulfill my wants. but what really matters to me now is that she stay happy. that she's happy even if it almost kills me.
• our love has gone cold you're intertwining your soul with somebody else
- the 1975 "somebody else"
