• those 3 words, I said too much, they're not enough
• just like that. from a hundred miles an hour to asleep in a nanosecond.
I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. not fuck like in those movies. not even have sex. just sleep together in the most innocence of the phrase. but I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. so I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk thinking that if people were rain, I was a drizzle and she was a hurricane.
• sometimes I wish she was you, I guess we never really moved on
• I hate you I love you I hate that I love you don't want to but I can't put anyone else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I love you you want her you need her and I'll never be her.
• I miss you when I can't sleep
• you single handed held my heart. you took it and smashed it into a million little pieces and then threw it into an ocean so that you'd be the last person that'd ever held my heart.
- b.a.
• but you touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky, but you decided purple just wasn't for you.
• yes. things do happen for a reason. sometimes we never know what that reason is. you may wonder "why would anyone do this for a reason they couldn't possibly know would happen?" well, things happen. people leave. people die. the world is a nasty place. and only the dead know if there's an afterlife. we don't have a clue. we don't know if there's actually a god. we don't know. but we worship him anyway.
