eden's book of secrets

26

I'm confused

authors will like go away forever and then randomly come back and start saying stuff like I'm not super into 5sos anymore or Ive drifted away from 5sos

I even read someone saying they hated 5sos now and only liked Michael. like wth that's not how it works.

they always go I want to stop being a fangirl

there's too much drama

it frustrates me cause they'll just leave these band members they 'claimed' to love so much because they can't handle some drama. get over yourself

idek why this just pisses me off so much.

topic change

I pierced my nose

and cut my hair

and I'm about to go buy hair dye

my nose piercing feels so weird though

it looks cool

I feel like I wanna wipe something off my nose

and like I can see it in the corner of my eye and it looks weird

it hurts so bad too

not the actual process of piercing my nose

but like the healing

ugh it hurts

like really fucking bad

and I'm always accidentally hitting it and it really sucks

I'm gonna let it heal as a stud but then probably get a hoop

if it heals with a hoop it heals curved and then you can't put studs in so yeah

but if it heals with a stud and you later put a hoop in them it likes curves but doesn't stay that way permanently

I have to sleep with a band-aid over it cause it can get hooked to something while I sleep and rip out.

and that would not be fun

because I just did it last night it's all swollen around it but it'll start getting slippery cause it's healing so I gotta watch myself

but I looks cool

I hate the questions everyone is asking me though

like did it hurt
does it hurt
why'd you do it
do you like it

yes it hurt
yes it does hurt.
because I want to express myself
and yes of fucking course I like it

I wouldn't be going through all this if I didn't like it

anyway I gotta go to the beauty store

love ya hoes