aren't you supposed to be happy in a relationship. when you aren't everything starts to deteriorate, conversations become dry, the spark is gone, there's no excitement and you question your amount of want for this person. On the receiving end they start to slowly send hints about how they're feeling or maybe question if you're feeling the same way. do they still love me? do they want to be with me anymore? what happened to us? the questions linger in your mind for weeks maybe months. For me it was months. and a couple days ago everything shattered and broke apart. everything we had. He expressed his emotions and realizing mine were the same I couldn't fight for the relationship anymore. it wasn't healthy. hurting so deeply I had to agree, and it was the end. wondering if things could have gotten better but knowing they most likely wouldn't is the worst. the person being confused and uneasy you don't know how they're really feeling, wondering yourself if you're better off just to move on but knowing you can't and you simply don't want too. holding on to hope this person won't move on and will still love you the same will eat you alive. him being hurt blocks you and try's to isolate his self, you're confused but knowing he's only hurting you accept it.
