My dreams are still about him but so are my nightmares I have come to realize, I still care
my hopes have only him written all over them
even when I think of it today. I regret not giving it my 100 percent everyday I regret taking him for granted thinking he'd always be there I regret all the doubts and I regret changing. the worst feeling is when you don't want to give up on someone but knowing you basically have to. It's like every memory comes back but he never does and I'm just waiting for that day. But what if that day never comes do I just sit and wait forever ? my mind just keeps wondering back to the thought of you and us and everything. when I'm out and I see other boys it only makes me think more of you and how you don't compare to any of them. I just miss your warm touch and adorable smile looking down at me. I miss you telling me everything's going to be okay. I miss our late night conversations. I miss pouring your sweet tea for you. I miss calling you mine. I try to convince my self that I'm moving on and then a song on the radio or someone bringing your name up just brings back every memory every moment we shared it all comes rushing back like a flash of light. how can someone from my past effect my present so much, still I find myself wishing, hoping that one day we can reunite as one. Because to me we were meant for each other and love will find its way back no matter the obstacles
