Two days went by we spoke by text. But I missed him like crazy. I wanted him so bad. I wanted him to surprise me and kiss me. But I knew that wouldn't happen. I missed his voice, his face and his hugs. It was so different with out talking to him. But I wanted to be the respectful girlfriend who pretended she didn't mind she wanted him to be happy. But on the inside it kinda hurts. He went away for the week. All week he was at the bar. I went back to my old ways. Sitting there doing nothing. No one to talk to. Just lonely.
