A F R A I D | a Bell ff

F I F T E E N || E N D

I was no longer afraid of him; talking to him, looking into his eyes, asking him questions, walking up to him to say hello. I found it weird how we could go from being complete strangers to being so in love. He brings out the better in me, he makes me feel like I can do anything. He is the only one who can understand my sense of humor, other than my friends. He gets me, I get him. He laughs at my jokes and I laugh at his. I don't know why, all this time, I hadn't talked to him before. I don't know why I was so afraid. He has the most kindest soul. He's always there for me when I need him. He's unlike the others. He's special. And that's why I love him.

I have overcome whatever it was that was holding me down before. I faced my fears of talking to him and eventually it became easy for me. I am not afraid, not when I'm with him.

When I gazed into his eyes, he made me feel like the only thing that seemed to matter to him. The way his beautiful hair fell, the color of his eyes, I smiled instantly whenever I looked at him. He was completely admirable, I loved everything about him.

He made my heart flutter with happiness just thinking about him, something that no one else could make my heart do. He is special, he is all that I need.