Toxic Dreams (A MCR/Killjoy Fic)

Chapter 19

I had scraped my fingernails against the floor until they were bloody. It was one of the many ways I released stress, and doing this was crucial now. I was having a panic attack inside, trying to contain it but wasn't doing a very good job at it.

I just couldn't wrap my head around it. The way they turned Jinx against us by forcing those damn pills into her. It must have been a nightmare for her. I remember her telling me once that she had a terrible fear of needles just like me. Gosh, did she even remember what it felt like? Did she remember anything?

I felt like she wasn't even there anymore. Toxic Jinx was missing, and was replaced by Charlotte. I liked her name, but I've grown more fond of the name Jinx more than anything.

I felt horrible. Mentally and physically. My mind was fucked, and my stomach was still burning. She had really hit me hard. Hell, everything about this situation was completely fucked. I had been sitting in here for two hours and had not a single clue what time it was.

"Ugghhhh..." I groaned out. I heard a bang on the wall behind me.

"Dude quit playing around in there. It's gross!" I heard Ghoul complain. I smiled; just hearing someone's voice was music to my ears. I laughed loud enough so he could hear.

"Chill out, I'm not doing anything." I said.

"Then what are you doing?" He asked.

"Just waiting.." I said.

"Waiting for what?" He asked.

"They didn't tell you did they? They turned Jinx into an Exterminator, and now she's gonna kill us herself. It's their own sick way of sending us a message not to mess with them." I said. He went silent, which wasn't like him at all.

"So..so we're all gonna die here..." He said. It wasn't so much of a question, more like a way of learning our fate. And our fate was clear; we were screwed.

"Yeah..that's what it looks like." I said, a hint of saddness present in my voice. I heard him slide down the wall and sigh.

"Are you OK?" He asked.

"Yeah, I'm good. She just punched the shit outta me though." I laughed. He faintly laughed with me.

"We'll be fine, Ghoul. Don't worry.." I said. But I actually was worried. What if we can get outta this one?

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They came in and took off the chain that was on my ankle. With the feeling back in it, I jumped for one of the officers in hopes of taking them down. Unfortunately, they were stronger than me and dropped me to the floor in a matter of seconds. They cuffed both my wrists together tightly and forced me into my feet. I was still kicking and jumping around, hoping to shake them off. But nothing I tried worked. They had to drag me out of the room, and by the time I was out the door and in the hall, I was already tired and had excepted everything.

They drug me into a bright white room and threw me down next to Jet. I looked at him and he smiled a light smile at me. That's one thing I liked about Jet Star; he would always smile, even through the shittest of days. Hell, they all did. Even Missile Kid, who to my dismay, was kneeling right next to Ghoul.

She walked in with Korse a few minutes later, both having an evil grin engraved onto their faces.

"Well, I think you can do this on your own. Go ahead. I'll be standing right here." Encouraged Korse. She walked up to our kneeling frames and pointed it at us.

"Any famous last words?" She asked.

"Jinx, stop. I know you're in there somewhere! You have to remember everything that we've been through together! I still fucking love you, and I lost you. But if your still in there, somewhere, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry about everything that I said. And.. I love you, Jinx." I cried. She stares at me for a moment and didn't respond. I looked up at her with hope in my eyes, thinking that she has heard every word that I said and would snap out of it.