illicit Relationship (Editing)

Ch 16: Holly Fugecicle.

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.

"Stay a minute." Mr. Night said smiling at me.  

I stopped dead in my tracks and turn to him. I smiled waiting until all of the students were gone.  

I close the door quietly and make sure to lock it.  

I walk towards him and smiled. I couldn't help but feel nervous around him, thoughts of my dream and my life in general were floating around in my head.

He smiled back at me, his eyes lustful and I could tell he wanted me near me.  

I mean even I wanted to be near him, to touch him. 

"Your girlfriend, huh!" I said in a seductive tone while wrapping my hands around his neck.  

He gulped. "Will… you be my girlfriend?" he asked me nervously.  

I move around him and touch him every chance I get. On his arms. His chest. His hair.  

"Hmm I don't know. It's illegal to go out with a teacher." I say still circling him.  

He was sitting on his chair, completely still, "but isn't that what makes it even more fun?" he asked me. His eyes showing sadness. Probably because I didn't jump at the chance and yell 'YESSS!'.  

"Answer me this. If it was someone else, and she was your student. Would you get with her?" I asked him. I felt over powered at the moment. And I was stalling.  

A war going on in my head. Millions of questions swarming around.  

'do I want to get with him? 

Are humans really worth it? 

What I he rejects me one he learns I'm a vampire. 

Shouldn't I just save myself the pain? Because I know it will hurt.  '

"N-no." he stuttered. "I've never felt this way about anyone. You make me feel weak. I care about you, about what you have to say, what you feel. And that's a first. I've always been somewhat of a player. I've never care for the girl. But you... I feel different about you. I want you in every way. Physically, emotionally, mentally. I... Think I might lo-" 

"Yes" I yell cutting him off and jumping onto his lap and kissing him forcefully.  

I could feel him chuckle, his lips still connected to mine. 

After about a minute I pulled away, I could see the dazed look in his eyes. The one that says 'what were we talking about' he had forgotten.  

I wasn't ready for the word love. I know he loves me, he's my soul mate. They feel like it's love at first sight. I on the other hand do not know what my choice is yet.  

Yes, of course I love him, it's unconditional, obviously.

I stood up off of him when I heard a knock on the door. And honestly when once I knew who it was it made me hate this person even more. What the hell.  

We walked to the door, I opened it and looked at Ms. Greely.  

She was smiling but it turned to a scowl once she saw me.  

"Hello.” I said with fake happiness.  

"Hi. Where’s Joseph?" she said tapping her foot impatiently.  

I smiled. "In there" I said pointing behind me.  

She walked past me, on the way lowering her shirt and fixing herself up.  

I smiled, but inside I wanted to hurt her for even trying to flirt with my man.  

Oh, ha-ha he's my man. Well that helps, being jealous shows you care about someone. Although sometimes it can also ruin a relationship.  

I smile at Mr. Night and grabbed my things. "Bye" I said walking to the door.  

Mr. Night and Ms. Greely were standing by his desk. He looked a little frightened and she looked, well like she was trying to seduce him.  

I smiled weakly one last time before walking out of the classroom. They were so preoccupied you're that they didn't see me.  

I walked home, slowly. I wasn't in the mood for being in a car.  

I was nearly home when I noticed the park across the street from where I was. A park I had passed dozens of times while walking to and from school but never did I actually take my time to look at it, to even walk around.

But today, I felt somewhat sad. Something about my dreams and my emotions

I just wanted to be alone, but not confined between the four walls of my house. Instead, being at the park sounded like an amazing idea.

I looked both ways on the street before crossing the street and walking towards a small, and lonely playground I could see.

It took me a couple of minutes to notice the man who had been following me since I left school. Heck, it took me about three minutes on the small swing to even notice him standing a couple of feet away from me. He was sitting on a bench while I simply continued to swing my legs back and forth trying to go faster, and higher.

Something made me turn my head towards this guy, something in my being told me to turn and look towards that bench and I did.

What I saw took my breath away.

There was a man sitting on the bench, he had a strong squared jaw. Light hazel brown eyes. His hair was long the last time I saw him, and now it was shorter, it reached his shoulders barely and looked completely sexy and messy.  

He came up to me with vampire speed, in a matter of seconds he was in front of me.

He smiled down at me. The word got caught in my throat. I couldn't even speak as this man ran his hand down my cheek and to my chin.  

"Edward." I whispered. I couldn't help but feel completely scared as I looked at him.

Edited. please tell me if you see mistakes