illicit Relationship (Editing)

Ch 31: Final O.e

i cried myself to sleep last night.

who knew someone had so many tears in them, i never one thought i would be able to cry for so long.

but i did.

"its going to be ok" i heard Kim say from behind me.

"h-how do you know?" i asked her.

she shrugged. "it just has to be" she said whith a small smile.

i snorted and continued to look at jospeh. what is someone supposed to do when the one they love is unconsious. in a comma. or even dead.

because jospeh could be any of the three.

and i dont even know wich one.

is that sad.

"we just have to be patient" i heard Kim say.

i sighed. "i am patient... just not patient enough" i said whith an exasperated sigh.

she chuckled. "we'll get through this. remember, you now have me here with you" she said while hugging me.

i hugged her back. "yes, but i want him as well."

my tone was sad, and my voice broke. the next thing i know, i feel my tears streaming down my face again.

"i hate being a girl, i feel like my tears never end" i said frustrated.

Kim chuckled. "just remember, life goes on.." her voice was sad as well.

"but i dont know how ill be able to go on without him" i said making my tears fall faster and harder.

"you will, and ill help you"

i continued to cry.

what if he doesnt.

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sorry its short.

i promise ill start the second book soon.

well not that soon,  have to think about everything... so maybe by next week.

or the weekafter that.

just give me time.

thanks :D