I opened my eyes, but made no move to stand up or anything. I'm so tired. I glanced at the spot next to me, like always, but I only saw the crisp white sheets. He never comes to visit me.. With a low groan, I sat up, and went to get dressed.
My phone is ringing. Should I answer it? I glanced at the caller to see whether it's him or not, but let out a sigh when I see that it's not. Amatsuki. I let the call go to voicemail, and then pick it up. "Mafu-kun, wanna go out today?" I frowned. I don't wanna. Waiting for him to come back. After a few minutes, a reply came.
"Mafu-kun, did you forget? He is gone."I threw the phone on the bed. He is lying. I took a picture that I had placed face down and flipped it, smiling slightly. The male standing next to me have such blue eyes, and such a pretty smile. He is the love of my life.
He still is.
The next day, I got ready to go out. Maybe I can find him in his usual spot at the nearby cafe? I smiled broadly and made my way to his favourite cafe. I ordered a latte, before placing it on the table in front of me, glancing at the time.
10:57 a.m.
And so I wait.
And wait.
And wait.
He never came. I glanced at the time again; 5.30 p.m. and slumped. He didn't come again. I made my way home slowly.
I repeated the cycle.
Every day.
But he never came.
Maybe he found another person, moved on, I thought, desperate to find another reason. I just don't want to accept the truth.
I begun to look haggard and hopeless. I'll look out everyday, wondering how is he doing. I missed him so terribly. I want him to hug me, tell me that it's all alright.
But it's not.
Not when he is gone.
"He is just gone for a few months." "Maybe he found a new lover?" "Ah, he got to transfer!"
They are all lies. Lies I made up to feel better. To not accept the truth.
That Soraru-san is dead.
A/N : I have very little angst so I decided to wrote more. The description in this story is, how Soraru is dead and how Mafu goes into denial. I hope you enjoy. Bye.
--nomuraaru
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