Give me a glimpse of hope

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                                                            TONY'S POV:

I looked down at the coffin with tears piercing my eyes, holding Lior in my arms as she looked oddly at the casket.  Suddenly i noticed...Didn't clowie have a tattoo...on her hand, it curled up to her finger.  I thought she had a dermal piercing too... I shook my head and took a deep breath and kept walking.  Mike stood awkwardly, staring at her hand and so did Jazmine, Lior, Vic, and Jaime.  Mike clenched his fists, he must have had the sam thought as me,  he must have been thinking 'Im going insane.'  We all looked confused.

After the funeral ended, we all piled in the car, Mike holding Natalie on his hip and Cam and Chris, clenching hands. when mike started driving he mumbled "I'm going fucking insane" we all nodded, agreeing with him, we swore we were going insane too. We got back to the house, it was dark now, pitch black dark.  We all got into the house and all of the kids went to sleep.

All of us adults sat around the Xbox 360 as Jazmine had fallen asleep in Vic's lap and Lior was cuddling me.  Mike sat on the couch, gripping a pillow.  

a few hours later, we had all walked upstairs and went to bed.

                                        CLOWIE'S POV(THAT'S RIGHT BITCHES, U BE LEARNIN):

I sat in the side of the van, hitting my head against the side " WHY DID YOU MAKE ME DO THAT TO JAZMINE, YOU MADE ME HIT HER ON THE HEAD, WHAT IF SHE'S HURT??? WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST KILL ME, WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO THAT POOR GIRL!  I WROTE MY DEATH NOTE TO MIKE, I FUCKING WROTE IT, I HANDED MY RING OVER TO THAT POOR GIRL AND THEN YOU KILLED HER!" 

Sam slowly walked out of the side of the van and showed me the time as she let a huge evil grin spread across her face she whispered  "1am, go time." 

My facial expressions lowered as I pulled the black beanie on and tied up my combatboots and made sure my belt on my skinny jeans was fastened and I  teared up, grabbing a knife and gun as Sam handed me the instructions and dumped me outside in the dark.  I suddenly noticed the instuctions were "Kill. Jazmine. First" My eyes darted around and I realized I was outside of my old house, oh god they were all in there, I had to kill them so everyone suffered even worse.  I shuddered and walked up to the window, letting tears fall to the ground, sakily sliding the window up, crawling through Natalie's room. I took a glimpse at her and more tears were falling, my little girl, there, sleeping...thinking her mom is gone, I'm here. I shakily whispered to her as she slept deeply "I'm h-here" I kissed her forehead and pulled the covers over her, painfully, walking by her and out her door. I crept into Jazmine and Vic's room and I peered down at Jazmine, who had fallen on the ground off the bed as Vic slept sprawled out on the bed.  I started to silently cry as I saw Jazmine, with her tear stained face and cut up wrists, clenching a picture of Lior, her, and I.  I looked at my knife and gun, finally realizing what I was even doing in there and I felt disgusted with myself.  I started to cry and I ran down the stairs.

I decided to sit on the other side of the counter, usually everyone in the house were super heavy sleepers, so I didn't worry.  I started to cry, harder than I have ever cried before. I was weeping, I had dropped the gun and knife and  with my long black hair, curving over my shoulders, moving with me as I rocked back and forth, I cried harder and harder until I could barely see anything.

                                                          MIKE'S POV:

It was about 1:30am and I had a terribe nightmare, I woke up with tears sliding down my face.  I groaned and mumured to myself "god I miss you clowie, a shot of Vodka will ease the pain" I got up and creaked downstairs.  I heard a girl, sobbing and sobbing, it must have been Jazmine, I have woken up to her or Lior crying for the past 4 nights.  I walked silently downstairs when I heard a metal *CLAK* on the ground, it was something hard and metal being dropped from a hand. I eased myself around the corner to find the same girl that had hit Jazmine, wearing all black with a knife and a gun around her as she sobbed. "SHIT" I said and jumped back. Her eyes shot up wide and just started shaking, I looked into her eyes and suddenly I started to walk towards her. "C-Clowie..." I whispered.

We stared at each other for a while and I started to let a few tears slide down, I couldn't believe it, Clowie. She started shaking as I kneeled next to her she slid the knife and gun away and collapsed into my arms, sobbing hard, mumbling "I-I'm so so sorry Mike,  I'm so sorry..." before I knew it,  I had her in my arms and 2am had passed. I suddenly heard a honking noise.  She flinched and started crying harder, shaking her head fast whimpering "NO NO I CAN'T"

I looked at her and kissed her head "What can't you do Clowie!?"

She whispered gently "I c-can't kill Jazmine... Sam said I have to, to make sure none of you just go through suffering, not dying, just turture, I can't do that to you guys...I can't. I love you" She suddenly, kissed me quickly and ran out the door I ran after her and grabbed her arm

"YOU CAN'T GO CLOWIE" I said through tears. She shook her head as she ran into the van as it sped off I looked over and saw she had taken the extra cell phone. I grabbed my phone and I had gotten a message from clowie

"To: Mike

From: Clowie

Dear Mike,

I'll keep you updated on EVERYTHING, when I need you, I need you to be there okay. You need to listen to my instructions, and listen to them carefully, I love you...I can't have you guys get hurt. Stay strong without me....please...I'll be back sooner or later, I'll be back, I promise.  I love you."

I clenched my phone and held it to my heart, she was alive, clowie was out there, and alive. But I suddenly got a sweep of terror...who was the girl  in the coffin, I WASN'T CRAZY, IT WASNT CLOWIE.

 Suddenly I heard small creeks on the stairs, it was Natalie, holding her blanket and teddy bear.   she ran over and cuddled up to my leg she spoke up "D-Daddy I saw mommy...she tucked me in, mommy was there...I went to look for you a wittle bit ago b-but you werent in y-your room"

Natalie must have seen me start crying because she started to hug my leg and cry with me.  She mumbled "I miss her...when is mommy coming home...for g-good..."

I looked down at Natalie, she was growing up so fast, I didnt even know how to respond.  I choked out the only words I could "I don't know Natalie, I really don't" she grabbed my finger and tried to drag me to the couch, that night, we both had fallen asleep on the couch, I wasn't the only one to see clowie that night, and I will get her back to me.

((The next chapter shall be a lot better, now that we know clowie IS alive, how will it all turn out..? C:< ))

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