♥Laurmau One-Shots♥

Broken Hearts

•°•Aphmau's POV•°•

Three guys are in love with me. Aaron, Garroth, and Laurance. But I am in love with one of them. As much as I want to tell him of my feelings, I can't. Because if I do, I know that Aaron and Garroth's hearts will be broken. Yes, I am in love with Laurance. And I'd feel awful if I broke Aaron and Garroth's hearts...and we'd probably not be friends anymore after that...

But I desperately want Laurance. More than anything. And so does he. But Aaron and Garroth also love me...I don't know what to do.

Today Laurance invited me over to his house for...whatever reason. I really hope nothing happens between us...because then Aaron or Garroth might found out and then there goes our friendship...

I rang the doorbell and he opened the door a few seconds later.

"Hey, Aph." He smiled. I avoided eye contact.

"Um, hey..." I said.

I went inside and we went to his room. "So...why did you want me over?" I asked.

"Well...I just wanted to talk to you." He said.

"About what?"

"Well, um...I wanted to know...are you...depressed?"

I was kinda depressed...I honesty didn't know what to do with my life in the future or anything. And also the fact that I'm stuck in a love square.

"W-What? Why do you ask?"

"Well, you haven't been very happy lately...you've just been kinda quiet and, well, sad. Is something up?" I looked away and clenched my fists.

"N-No...I'm fine..." I said in a sad voice.

"Aphmau, I can tell something's up. Tell me. You can trust me."

"I really don't want to talk about it...Can we please talk about something else?"

"Very well...so, do you have any idea how much you mean to me? Yeah, this is a weird time to say that but...I felt like I needed to tell you that I love you. Very much. And I know that Garroth and Aaron also love you and I highly doubt you have any interests in me but...I wanted to let you know that." He said.

At that moment, I didn't know what to do or say. I sat there frozen just staring at the ground with my fists clenched.

"Aph?" He asked.

"I..." I began. "I'm sorry..."

"For what? You didn't do anything wrong..."

I wiped my eyes. "I don't know what to do anymore! I...I can't choose...what do I do!?"

"W-What do you mean?" Laurance asked.

I covered my eyes. "Laurance, I...I like you but I don't know what to do about Aaron and Garroth! They love me also and if I get with you, they'd be shattered! I don't want to do that! B-But I want you so badly! What if Garroth and Aaron hate me!? I can't do that!"

"A-Aphmau?"

"If I don't confess and get with you, I'll be lonely forever. I'll die alone! I don't want to! I want you by my side until my last breath leaves my body but what about—"

"Aphmau, listen!"

"No! I-I...I can't do this! Y-You know what?" I got a crazy idea. "It'd be better if I just...disappear! No, If I was never here in the first place! Then no one would love me and I wouldn't be able to break any hearts! That'd be better!"

"APHMAU!"

"NO!" I shouted. "I CAN'T! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! PLEASE! I-I SHOULD JUST LEAVE THIS PLANET AND—"

Before I could finish, Laurance grabbed my shoulders firmly and...

kissed me...

No! This is all wrong!

I couldn't pull away. His grip was too strong.

But because this was my first kiss, I just accepted it and kissed back and hoped it would be over soon. Okay no, I hoped it would last forever.

He soon pulled away. I was blushing. He was still holding me.

"L-Laurance?" Tears were still falling down my face.

"Aphmau, don't you dare say that ever again! It would not be for the better if you left! I love you! You're the reason I wake up in the morning! You're the reason I'm still alive! So please...don't leave..."

"I...r-really?" I asked.

"Y-Yes...you don't have to reject your feelings for me for Garroth and Aaron's sake. It's okay. I'm sure they'll be fine, okay?"

I looked down. "I...I hope so..."

There was a tiny silence.

"Aphmau, be my girlfriend. I know it's blunt but...we love each other. And if we don't get together soon, we'll move on. And I can't let that happen because I love you."

I blushed. "Laurance..."

He grabbed my hands. "Will you promise to stay with me forever? No matter what happens?"

I stared into his eyes. "I...okay...I-I'll be your girlfriend...b-but what about—"

"Don't worry about them. Let's just...make the most of this moment." He said.

"Huh? Um, what do you mean?"

"Well, we're officially together now. And we're alone so..." He blushed.

Why...why do I have a dirty mind?

Unless...my dirty mind speaks the truth...

My face was bright red.

"H-Huh?" I asked innocently.

"Hey, don't take it like that! I just meant that we could, ya know, kiss and stuff?" He smirked cutely.

I smiled and looked down. "W-Well...you are a good kisser...s-so...yes, we can." I said.

"Heh, okay." He leaned in but stopped himself. "Wait, it's kinda late so...c-can you maybe stay? Um...we can sleep in the same bed...and kiss and stuff..."

I blushed hard. "O-Okay..."

We got under the sheets and started kissing again. This time was more passionate though. And my heart was beating a thousand miles an hour! But I think it started beating a million miles an hour when we started making out. Jeez, my face was probably red as a tomato right now!

We pulled away an hour later.

"I love you" He said sweetly.

"I love you too."