The Mortal Instruments/ Infernal Devices Preferences

Raphaels reaction to your death

        It happened suddenly, your death, it wasn't a mysterious death or dramatic death, just another New York death that wold be whispered about a couple of times, and then be completely forgotten. It happened one night at a club, when you and Raphael decided to spend the night out together. As everyone knows, they have tight security at clubs, but in New York, anything and everything can happen. It just so happened that that night, some deranged serial killer was able to smuggle a gun in, and no matter how many times Raphael begged and pleaded for you to become immortal with him, you always refused, afraid of what you mundane friends would think of you, afraid that they would become jealous and conceded as they noticed that you stayed beautiful when they turned old and ugly. That night though, you regretted that choice when you were shot, if you were a vampire, you might not of died, but you were not one, so you did. The serial killer just slid out a hidden gun, and started shooting, and you were one of the people whom got shot, but the authorities got there to late to save you.  Within the chaos after you were shot, Raphael picked you up gently, and carried you out the back door. Once out side he gently layed your head down in his lap, and kissed you on the lips, oh so softly as tears of blood ran down his cheeks. You died quietly, not crying, not saying anything, just looking into Raphael's deed, deep, eyes, until you saw that small spark of light at the end of his beautiful eyes. You willed that light to come close, and closer, until it consumed you, not giving you enough time to say, I love you.

      Once he saw you dead in his arms, he went on rampage, he started killing mundanes at random, even when he had no need to feed, and he started picking fights with random people, always winning, and always killing at the end. Then a week later, he started hooking up with girls, even after his vow to not date or have anything to do with a girl or boy, but one day, after a couple of days of hooking up, then killing, he lured another girl in, a different one, one that the moment he ran his fangs down her neck, he knew she was different. She was your best friend. At that,Raphael took the girl and tied her to a chair, and beat her till was dead, and afterwords, he would beat her corpse. All along Raphael blamed  your friends, it was because you told him every thing, trusting him with every ounce of trust you had, that he knew about your greatest fear. But that day, as he looked down at your friends corpse, he realized, that despite your greatest fear, you still loved your friends all the same. That morning, he couldn't go to sleep with the knowledge of what he had done, he knew that what he had been doing was the unforgivable. He knew that he himself had turned into a serial killer, doing exactly what the man at the club did, he broke others hearts, and he knew that if you knew, that you'd never forgive him. So that morning he got up and walked outside through his front door, into the broad daylight, and Magnus wasn't there to save him that time.