Darcy. {cth}

U.1

"What? but you just kissed me? Plus told me you loved me a while ago?" I question.

"When I just kissed you I felt nothing. I realize when I told you I love you I meant it in a friendly way." He is jumping around like he just won a prize. I'm happy he found his true self.

"When did you realize this?" I try to hold in my laugh as he dances a little.

"The day I met kade. I mean I always kinda thought I was because I never looked at girls in a sexual way. Kade was a game changer. I was at a bar and I kissed him. All I felt was fireworks. He is openly gay while I'm still in the closet." He says.

"What about when you asked me to try that bra and underwear. Also when you got a boner at the mall?" I am convinced he's gay I just want answers.

"That day I was figuring out how I felt about girls and it was nothing, sorry. When I got the boner we had just walked by Hollister and I had seen a half naked guy." He blushes.

"Well good for you! I'm really glad that you found something that makes you happy." I smile.

"You should tell Calum because he probably thinks I'm still trying to get in your pants. I'm good though. Calum is hot btw." He winks and a shove him.

"What a slut," I laugh and he shoves me back, "Have you told your parents?"

"You're the only straight person who knows. My parents will find out tonight." He has a little worried look on his face.

I look at my phone to see it was Monday the 20th and I had missed math. It's not even November yet I still feel like so much has happened. I just wish it could be December 31st already. All I wanted to do is start 2017, maybe in Calums arms.

(December 31st)
(Saturday)
{10:30pm}

"Who are you going to kiss and Midnight?" Andrew asks making a kissey face at me. I scrunch my nose and push his face away lightly.

Nothing in November happened. All that did was Levi came out to everyone. His parents weren't happy but they were happy for him. Levi is openly dating Kade and it makes me sick because they are so cute. It was nice to be around Levi and Kade and not worry about they're eyes going to my chest.

Now the whole Calum thing has been much. That girl Emma is in town and staying with Cindy. Who both already hate me because I have something going on with Calum. They are currently sitting in front of me whispering crap about me. I know they are because they would look up at me laughing.

Our group was sitting in a big circle waiting for it to be 11:50 so we can go downstairs where the rest of the party was at. They told me I didn't have to wear a dress but they did. So I felt kinda weird but Ashley wasn't wearing a dress so I felt better.

I was in blue jeans and a white shirt that says black. Of course I had contacts in because the day I had seen Emma she made fun of my glasses. Emma was blonde with nice skin and face, she didn't have any sort of shape but most guys like skinny girls. Cindy is a dark red head and wasn't as pretty as Emma, that's probably why Emma likes her so much.

"Your mom." I say and smile. Calum pulls me closer to him. I like that he would do little things with me in front of Emma and Cindy. They of course roll their eyes.

"No I'm pretty sure it will be me."Calum says smirking down at me.

"Cal do you remember when we dated we would fuck when it turned midnight instead of kiss?" Emma says winking. My cheeks turn red out of embarrassment and I scoot away from Calum.

"Everyone knows your a slut." Ashley says then winks at me. I'm so glad that she is my friend. I look over to see Michael trying to hold in his laughs.

"Says the one who doesn't even know what a relationship is." Emma spits and Ashley isn't effected. Ashley just shrugs and Michael gets uncomfortable.

"Yeah but you don't need to be in a relationship to know when someone is being a slut." Bryana says and Ashton just rubs her back calming her down.

Emma is defeated and sighs looking over at Cindy, like she was motioning her to say something. Then Cindy smirks at her, looking at Luke. This will not be good. All I know is Jasmin hates Cindy because she used to slut around with Luke.

"Luke is it still an 7.9?" Cindy asks and I'm confused. Luke turns a bright red as Jasmin looks away focusing on Jason, Levis friend.

"No." He's jaw clenches.

Frick.

"How long is it now." She smirks looking down at his area.

"Stop." I decide to step in. I knew Jasmin was getting uncomfortable. Plus she was my best friend I had to say something before she walks out crying.

"Oh the little girl talks." Emma buts in and Calum again pulls me closer. I was glad everyone was having there own little conversation now because if I left I didn't wanna make a scene.

"Awe she's not talking anymore," Cindy lightly kicks me, "You going to cry? Look everyone she's going to cry!"

So much for no one looking. Now everyone was. By everyone I mean Calum, Ashton, Luke, Micheal, Bryana, Ashley, Jasmin, Brad, Jason, Axel, Levi, Kade, Jason and Andrew. The whole group.

"White girl! Shut up? Thanks hoe!" Kade speaks up. Emma then shuts up lifting her hands up, shaking her head.

(11:58pm)

I was standing in between Calum and Andrew. Calum is next to Emma which burned a fire in me. Everyone is by the TV with the person they planned on kissing next to them.

"You know who I wanna kiss tonight?" Calum asks in my ear. I smile up at him shrugging my shoulder.

"I think it will be me or a least I'm hoping so." I hit him lightly with my hip.

"I will take any chances I can get to kiss you." He says smirking.

"Get ready then." The crowed counts down from 20 and I look at Calum waiting for his lips to come in contact with mine.

"Happy new year!" I hear and look at Calum before Emma pulls his face in a kiss and Andrew does the same to me.

Not who I wanted to kiss tonight. I hope Calum feels the same.