Darcy. {cth}

H.1

(September 21)
[1:00pm]
{Mall}

"Should I wear jeans?" I ask Ashley. She is the only girl who gets my not so girly side.

"I know right but you know Jasmin and Bryana will kill us." She laughs and I do the same.

"What are you wearing?" I ask as we went enter forever 21.

"Blue dress. I wanna match Michaels' hair." She says.

"Well I think I wanna wear white lace," I suggest pulling it out and showing her the dress,"Wait, No. White at a frat party? I'll wear the red with the lace arms."

"Wow, your going to look so hot I'm having a boner." She laughs and so does the guy next to us. I look over to see Axel.

"Hi Axel!" I greet.

"Hey, What are you ladies doing?" He asks putting his arm over Ashley.

"Finding a dress for tonight." I say.

"Well I'm actually looking for an outfit too. Mind helping me?" He asks and we nod.

(9:00pm)

I'm getting ready for the party. I only have my hair and make up on. I run in my room and put on my dress walking out hearing all the girls whistle.

"Look at that hot Latina." Bryana hoots.

"I'd tap that." Ashley teases.

"Question is who is coming back home with you? Calum or Levi?" Jasmin questions.

"I-I kissed Calum the other day." I announce and all the girls stop in there tracks and run up to me.

"Now you're going to the party with Levi?!" Bryana shouts.

"Yeah I don't know. I just don't feel like liking someone right now." I shrug it off then I hear a knock on the door. I get up and see Levi.

"You look hot." He says and I smile.
"That's the idea." I say and wink.

"Well let's head out. The party has just started." He says grabbing me by the waste. "Bye ladies." He waves off to the girls.

(Frat House)
{11:00}

"Truth." I say. I left Levi because he was drinking to much and I didn't really feel like doing that.

I was in a room with my group. We all made a vow not to get mad or jealous in these games because it's just a game.

"Who did you kiss on the 18th?" Luke asks. Calum looks over at me with a lost expression.

Frick.

"Levi." I mumble. "Okay, who's next?"

"You said Levi? Oh wow. I think it was more then a kiss don't you think?" Luke is testing me. I see Jasmin smack him over his head whispering something in his ear.

"Luke shut up alright?" I scoff.

"Just don't think people should be sluting around."

Slut
It rings in my head.

"Lucas you ass leave her alone." Jasmin yells. Everyone shakes their head in disproveal.

"She knows I'm kidding." He laughs it off.

"I need a drink." I mumble getting up. I didn't plan on drinking but now I wanna. I wasn't going to cry. I didn't want to give Luke that satisfaction. "Something strong." I say to the bar tender.

"Okay sorry Dar. I didn't mean to be a dick. Its just I wanted to hurt you since I know Calum is slowly falling for you and you don't even know it." Luke says sitting in the seat next to me.

"He can't like me." I say.

"Too late Dar. I don't know what is happening, but Calum is acting more happy then he already is."

"It's been 5 days." I mumble.
"What did I say? I fell in love with Jasmin in that same span!" He beings it up again.

"I don't feel the same way. I don't feel anything."

"Maybe you should let yourself just fall. I did. I'm the happiest man ever. I love Jasmin." He gushes.

"Hey, Darcy can we talk?" Calum says coming up from behind me.

"Hey, Darcy can we talk?" Levi says seeing me and Calum.

"I'm going to talk to Calum hold on. Plus you smell like weed." I say going into and empty room with Calum.

"Darcy, you've been ignoring me. Did the kiss make you feel some type of way?" He asks.

"I don't know. What about you?"

"Maybe. Darcy you're  doing something to me." He smiles.

"I don't wanna open up to anyone." I shake my head.

"Then don't let me talk and you listen."

"Okay, Can you take me back to the dorm?" I ask he nods smiling down at me.

(Dorm 12:00am)

"Because your the one designed for me." I sing along with Sam Smith.

I'm laying in my bed and Calum right next to me.

"Do you belive in that kinda stuff? That someone is made for you?" He asks.

"Yes and no. I feel like there is someone for everyone, but I don't think we were put on the earth too just love someone. We were put here to make something of this short life." I explain.

"Do you believe in love at first sight?" He asks.

"No, I do think you can be infatuated with someone but love in only a matter of seconds impossible."

"So are you saying people who believe in love at first sight are wrong? " He questions.

"Why so many questions?" I ask.

"Because there are so many things I wanna know." He smiles.

"I'm tired." I simply say.

"Then let's sleep," He says and we get under the blankets, "Don't worry I don't bite."

Kiss me on the mouth and set me free but please don't bite.

"Before we go to sleep I wanna tell you this poem type thing I've been writing. I rememeberd it. Ready?" He asks and I nod.

"You were mine for a night. I was out of my mind. You were mine for a night, I don't know how to say goodbye. You had me wrapped around your finger. I'm wrapped around your finger." He says grabbing my hands.

"At some point you will have to say goodbye. I don't let people in." I say.

"But day by day I'm getting wrapped around your finger and I don't want it to stop." He kissed my head.

Then he left. As I watched him leave I grab my notebook and a pencil.

I need to stay away. I don't enjoy my little bubble, but I like the idea of not getting hurt. He said I was wrapped around his finger, but I don't think that's true. I think every boy who meets me likes the thought of knocking down my walls. Maybe Calum was one of them. Or maybe he isn't. Maybe this thing means something to him.

I continue to write.

Wanting to separate from the world again.