I'll be thinking about you Worldwide

Chapter 14

1 year later.....

James POV

(A/N: I skip the wedding)

Tara was laying on the couch. She was looking very ill but I didn't know why because I just woke up. "Hey! Good morning babe! Everything's okay?" I asked sitting next to her and kissing her cheek. "I don't feel so good..." she said. I wrapped my arms around her and said "Come here".

We just sat there for a while and then she ran to the bathroom, locked the door and I could hear she threw up 2 times. "Tara! Let me in!" I yelled. Then I heard her unlocking the door. I wrapped my hands around her, very, very tight. "What happened?!" I asked shocked. "I took the test and...I...I'm pregnant!" Tara said. "Really?!" I asked in disbelieve. "Yes!" she said happily. "That's awesome! I can't wait to get a little baby girl just as beautiful as you!" I said. She chuckled and I leaned in.

Tara's POV

"James?" I asked. "Yeah?!" James asked back. "I don't want anyone to know about this yet, okay?" I said looking at him. "Sure baby" he said smiling and kissing my forehead.

2 month later.....

I'm 3 month pregnant now and my stomach has grown. I always wear oversized shirts to cover it. We still didn't tell anyone about this except our family. Anyways today James had to be at the studio, recording a new song, and I went with him. I was sitting on the couch in studio B with Alexa and Shannon, we were just talking about random stuff.

Logan and Kendall had a break but now James and Carlos had to go to studio A to record their solos. Alexa and Shannon went to Starbucks to get something for everyone. Kendall went to the toilet, so there were just Logan and me. There was a very awkward silence but Logan broke it...He started tickling me. "Lo- haha Logan!! Stoop iiit" I tried to say between laughs. First it was funny but then my stomach started to hurt like crazy and I was throwing up again...right then James and Carlos came back "Tara!!! Are you okay?!" James asked worried. "My stomach hurts very badly!" I said grabbing my stomach. "Call an ambulance! NOW!!!" James yelled at Carlos. "But her stomach is just hurting!" Carlos said. "Just call!!!" James said grabbing my hand.

The ambulance arrived. 3 paramedics came and carried me down to the ambulance.

James POV

I was running into the ambulance but the paramedic stopped me. "Just family's allowed!" he said. "I'm her husband!!! Now let me in!" I almost yelled. He stepped aside and said "Get in!" I got in and stood beside Tara. "Sweetie...everything's gonna be okay again!" I whispered to her.

In no time we arrived at the hospital and she was brought to a room. I wasn't allowed to go there yet. Then Carlos, Alexa, Kendall, Shannon and Logan rushed to me and asked how she was doing. "They said I'm not allowed to go in yet and they neither told me how she is!!!" I said. "What did actually happen?" Carlos asked. Everyone was looking at Kendall and Logan. "I was on the toilet and when I came back Carlos told me Tara's in the hospital and I drove here!" Kendall said. "Well...I was just tickling her!" Logan said. "You did what?!" I yelled. "Dude calm down!" he said. "Logan, she was pregnant! The baby might have died!" I yelled again. The others gave me confused looks. "What? Which month?" Alexa asked. "3rd" I said a bit calmer. "Why didn't you tell us?!" Logan asked. "Tara didn't want any-" I was interrupted by the doctor. "James Maslow?" he asked. "Yes sir?!" I asked. "Come with me please!" he said and so I did. He brought me to Tara's room. We were standing infront of the door. "Is she alright?" I asked worried. "She is. But someone else isn't...I'm sorry!" the doctor said looking down. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "The baby hasn't make it through..." he said. These words made my heart shatter into a million pices. Logan killed my baby. "C-Can I see her now?" I asked. "Sure" he said, opened the door and went away. "Hey Tara" I said. Her eyes were red. I can tell it was from crying. "So...you know it?" I asked holding her hand. She nodded her head and started to cry again. I hugged her and also cried.

A few hours later.....

Tara was released and we all got the day off. We arrived and Tara went straight to the bed, she needed rest. I wasn't talking anymore because I was too sad. I mean...my baby just died without he or she was even born..."Dude what's wrong with you?! you weren't talking since you came out of Tara's room!" Carlos said. I felt tears forming in my eyes. "James?!" Kendall asked. I wiped them away "The...the baby..." I started "What's with it?!" Alexa asked a bit worried. "It is...dead..." I said crying hard. Shannon was sitting next to me and she calmed me down a bit.

Tara woke up after a while. "I think we're gonna leave!" Kendall said and stood up. The others did too and they went to the door. "No...you don't have too..." Tara said and grabbed Alexa's wrist. "I think you two might want to be alone..." Alexa said and kept walking.

They left and Tara was already laying on the couch and I laid besides her. She cried again "Please don't cry again!" I said and squeezed her hand. "Everything's gonna get better..." I said and kissed her forehead. We just laid there for a while and fell asleep.

I'm very sorry for skipping the wedding but I have a huge writers block-.- again I'm sorry!