I'll be thinking about you Worldwide

Chapter 15

Tara's POV

I can't believe it...my baby died...James and I had planned everything we even had names for a boy and girl. Tony and Danielle...

James' POV

I hate Logan...I know he didn't want to 'kill' the baby, he didn't even know there was a baby, but he did and I'll never forgive him! It doesn't matter how many times he tries, I'll NEVER forgive him. The greatest is we're going on tour again..."You're what?!" Tara asked. Did I just say this out loud?! "Yes...we're going on tour again..." I said. "When?" she asked curiously. "In 2 days" I said. "But...you can't leave..." she said. "Baby, I have to..." I said. "So you would've leave if I was still pregnant?!" she asked. "No" I began but she didn't let me talk out. "So you just cared about the baby?!" she asked. "No I didn't...now that the baby's gone it isn't important anymore..." I said. She just gave me a glare. "That came out wrong..." I whispered. Tara ran upstairs and locked the bedroom door. I rushed up the stairs and knocked on the door, many times. She wasn't opening. "Tara! Tara I need to talk to you!" I yelled. "Go away!" she yelled back. She was crying, I could hear that. "I didn't mean what I said...just open the door!" I yelled again. "But I ment what I said! GO AWAY!" she yelled. "I won't leave till you come out and talk to me!!!" I yelled and leaned against the door. "Go ahead, you've got a minute Maslow" she said looking disgusted at me. "Come on! You know I didn't mean it like I said." I said whining. "I know James but it's just...I really can't stay without you right now..." she said with a very sad look. "I know and I really want to stay but-" she cut me off "So you choose your Job over me?!". "No I also didn't mean that! It's just if I won't go we'd have to cancel the tour..." I said. "You said that you wouln't leave if I was still pregnant but now you can't or what?!" she almost yelled. Before I said something else she said "Your minute is over!" and went to the bedroom again. She also locked the door. 

2 days later.....

Tara and I didn't talk since then. But I decided not to go on tour. She's right! I have to be with her now...She walked downstairs and when she looked at me she was confused. "I thought you're going on tour!?" she asked. "I'm supposed to but I'd rather be here with you!" I said and kissed her cheek. "So there's no tour?" she pulled away and asked. "No just you and me" I said leaning in again. I missed those soft, sweet lips. We both pulled away and went to the beach.

Tara's POV

3 month later.....

Today was the day they were getting the lifeless baby out of me. James and I drove to the hospital. I checked in and was lead to a room. James sat in the waiting room.

The nurse was doing something on the computer and yelled for the doctor. The doctor rushed in. "That's impossible!" the doctor said. "Something happed to the baby?" I asked connfused. "No, no. It's alive!" he said cheerfully. "What?!" I asked shocked. "It didn't grow but it's heart is beating! And it's moving!" he said. "So I can give birth to it?!" I asked. "Yes! But since we're gonna care for it from today it's gonna take three month more!" he said writing something on his clipboard. "I don't care! I just want to get the baby!" I said. I was so happy. The doctor called James in. James came in and sat on the other side of the bed. "So it's out now?" he asked sadly. "Nope. Not yet. It will be BORN in 6 month!" I said. He gave me a confused look. "Clear me up!" he said excited. "The baby's heart started to beat again and it's moving!!!' I said. "What? Really?!" he asked happily. "Yes! It's gonna take 3 more month but who cares! We're going to be parents!!!" I said cheering.

We went home and called everyone and told them to come over. When they arrived, came in and sat down, they all asked why we invited them. "We were at the hospital today, where they wanted to get the baby out of Tara. When they were starting, they saw heart beatings on the screen and the baby was moving!" James said. "Oh my gosh! I'm so happy for you!" Alexa and Carlos said. 

We were talking for a while and they had to leave.

James' POV

Logan stopped before walking out and asked me "Are we okay again bud?!" I nodded and gave him a bro-hug.

When they all left, Tara and I got changed and watched a movie cuddled up together.