Dan POV.
A start to Another year of hell in North high. Which means ignoring every living soul and pretend like I'm fine. The only good news is that this is my senior year, which means all I have to do is survive this torture for another 9 months. Then I can finally move out of this stupid neighbourhood. To be honest, I can't deal with all these selfish people who only care about themselves anymore, I'm sick of it! But I have an odd feeling that this year may be different...
I hate socializing with others because I know what it all leads to. One day you will just be talking like normal friends then BAMM! You are instantly super close. You tell each other every little secret. Then what happens? Fights, arguments, broken hearts. And all those secrets spill,you lose that trust you once had, everyone comes out hurt. What is the point in caring so much about someone if in the end, all it results is heartache, tears, and broken promises?
I quite enjoy being alone all the time. It gives me time to think. Plus I'm pretty much used to it. My parents were never home when I was a child. My father was always off at work, and my mum and I wouldn't get to see him for long periods of time. My mum was always there, such a loving woman. Giving everything for our poor excuse for a family. But on the rare occasion that they were both in the same room together, they would just give each other dirty looks, ignore each other's existence, or most times they would have no mercy for their choice of words retorted towards one another.But no matter what they chose as their actions, they always ended up bickering, and yelling awful things.
I never understood why I was born. I mean I literally have no purpose at all. My parents are gone and I have no siblings to look after or anything. I have no one. No one I can trust. No one I can talk to. No one I can love.
AN// HELLO! (From the owl slide) Thank you so much for reading my crappy story, hopefully it gets better in the future... Anyways dont forget to vote and comment. It will mean the world to me.
I love you all<3
~Jaz cx
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The Cover Up (Phan)
FanfictionDan Howell is a 17 year old senior in North High. He acts as if hes an asshole to everyone since he avoids any human interaction possible. But what people dont know is that Dan is just keeping too many things inside and doesn't know for how much l...
