Lascivious Desire(Completed)

Escaping

Hello friends,

As you all see that it's a new story.. hope you will give chance to this story too. This story might be not for the faint hearted person so be careful..

Enjoy. 

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Chapter: 1 (escaping)

Happiness...! What is Happiness..?

I have no idea what is happiness.. I never felt that thing in my life.. Since then, I have learned to understand o only see pain, abusing hands towards me. So I have no idea what is happiness but I want to feel that thing... Did I ever felt that thing in my life...? Where I can find happiness..? Nowhere.. MY life is so messed up that I will never find my happiness. I was bound to a life that I didn't want for me. In twenty years of my life, I just live a life where life sees only just sorrow, there was nothing but trouble for me. How much I tried to escape my life.. I just can't escape. The more I see the more I pulled to the hard life.

What to do or what not do.. I don't know.

But Today I decided that I will not tolerate this life.. so I escaped my prisoner... I ran from my life... I know those people are following me and they won't stop until they found me. But I have to go.. I can't deal that life anymore.. I felt suffocated now..

He destroyed my life.. I can't go back to him. I just can't believe that my own mother is responsible for this. She never thinks of me, always she just wanted to see me in trouble.

I got in a little bit to live in peace. It came in handy today, which I saved from my work. I cut a train ticket for Delhi because I know they will not search for me there.. Not very soon.

I took a sit at window side. I carefully hide my face that else anyone come here and find me. It's a long journey.. 31 hours... god save me okay.

I'm so scared to face them.

Just why I was so disappointed. I cannot ever find my happiness. At least I can try now to lead my life in my way. I don't have to go back to this cruel place where every day they torture me, abused me. I'm fed up with this.. I have no strength to face that all.

I felt that bus is started.... Little bit I felt relax that now I can go freely.. but how long..? I tried to erase that thought for some times.. I want to enjoy this journey.. my first ever journey.

I look around to see if there is any known face who can recognize me but thanks to God that there is no known face.. it was a relaxation for me. I saw couple is chit chatting so lovingly.. that I smiled at them. So beautiful watch them talking so freely or else me.. I never had any friends whom I can talk and share my feelings... My step father strictly ordered me that I can't have any friends.

Yes you heard it right... My mother got remarried when I was 5... and after her remarriage everything changed so fast that I couldn't handle that.

My mother was sweet to me.. but after marriage she just changed.. she started to torture me and blame me for everything.... Then my step father he is not less than anyone... he also loved to torture me... at the very young age I saw many cruelty that.. I just broken from inside..

When I went to school I always had a bruise on my face.. I looked ugly that no one wanted to be friends with me.. so I maintain my distance from them. I live like a person who doesn't have any existence.

I comfortably sit on the couch... and thinking about my life. How I managed to come that far with those torture. After all this torture I never give up.. I always try to find my happiness but in last I never had this.