Lascivious Desire(Completed)

Claim You as Mine

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Chapter: 17 (Claim You as Mine)    

Manik

My heart felt heavy as I watched her sleeping face. Angelic. My body vibrated with a complex emotion I never felt in my life. Emotion that binding me here in her bed every night until she opened her eyes. An emotion that make me doing things which I never did.

I went hard with her but still I couldn't make myself hurt the way I wanted before. Like something change in me. How quickly I change in this two weeks made me surprised.

I should feel angry at the thoughts but I couldn't.

This side of me is uncertain and totally opposite of me. As long as I despise this side of me, I also felt a peace in me. Which I was craving for long time.

Looking at her I stroke her face gently, then pushed the hair which was fallen in her eyes and inhaling her scent. So addictive. So beautiful. So peaceful. My hands trembled a little as I touch her swollen lips.

Fuck.

What's happening? She is supposed to be a girl whom I will fuck the shit out and throw away but as time passed I couldn't make myself to do that like something stopping me to hurt her.

She is like elegant flower who only attracted the heart of stone. And she is the most delicate thing I ever seen and it made me crazy... it made me to take care of her yet I am craving her obedience towards me.

Yes I want her. Fuck, it would be lie if I denied my desire for her. And it's impossible for me to stay away from her. But I have to. I can't let this ridiculous emotion edged me into something which I don't want in my life.

Sure, she tempted me to touch her with her innocence but that doesn't mean I will.....

I couldn't finish the line because it felt so wrong to say when I know I can't give her to someone.

In this two weeks, she already made a place in me and the guys are also loving her... like a sister. Especially that jerk Aryaman. I never see him share his feelings to anyone. Expect nandini. .

And even the beast also liked her. Harshad might not show directly but I know that beast liked her.

Other guys are also comfortable and accepted her as one of them. Expect me of course. I didn't give her relaxation of peace and guys started to show their disappointment on me. Showing their aggression like how wrong I am.

But it's the best for us. I don't want to her to feel something for me although I want her to feel something for me.

How confused!

I kept telling this to me but still I am here, laid beside her at the middle of night and seeking solace from her arms yet I couldn't give her the peace.

Her broken soul made an impact on my soul that I also feel the pain she is going through every night. If I ever get my hands on the person who hurt her, I fucking swear I will kill the bastard.

Getting off the bed I looked at her again. Her breathing is getting slower now means she is going to wake up and it's my time to leave her. Sighing, I walked out from the room.