Lascivious Desire(Completed)

A Bitter Truth

Hello Dazzlers,

Hope you all are doing well. I am also fine, i think. At least i am hoping to be fine. Too busy to settle in my new life that sometimes i forget that what i wanted from my life or what i wanted to do. 

But i think this is life.

Breaking at some point, then trying to gather the shit to adjust with the new changes, is life. But it's hard also. too hard. But i tried to write. yes i took a long time to write this chapter but hardly get time for writing. 

Hope you will love this chapter.

(not edited and sorry if there is any grammatical or spelling mistakes.)

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Chapter 27 (A Bitter Truth)

Nandini

I still wondered why he chose me and not the others. And the thought came in my mind I asked him but he kept his mouth shut, and ignored me recklessly every time when the topic came on.

It was really frustrating.

After that every time we spent together I saw the tension in his eyes, and also noticed the boys riled up in his study, discussing the matter. But not with me.

He left me in dark.

With the time I got used to him and the way he acted. But the thing was bothering me, making me reckless, and he couldn't understand a bit. I loved him, and I liked the way he cherished me with his love that sometimes I asked myself that if I deserved all of his love or not. But he needed to tell me all this things, why he kept me hidden? And why he couldn't let me out or take me to a date?

Why he needed all this security around him and us?

So much things that needed answer. I needed answer. But he always ignored me or seducing me so I could forget the matter. I didn't like this, being caged here. I wanted to go outside... with him, and feeling the fresh air. But he wouldn't let me, saying it was good for me to stay inside.

I know he bring Navya and Aliya here for me, but that wouldn't make me calm. I didn't forget how he behaved with me when I first came here. How he threatened me to send me somewhere as a prostitute. How he badly treated me! I didn't forget, but yet I forgive him and let myself fallen for him.

I cried, swallowing all the emotion that I was feeling.

His desired to protect me made me overwhelmed but I needed answers too. Something was wrong.. something that I missed.

Thinking about the things, I abruptly sensed someone's presence near me, and saw Manik watching me from far, slightly leaning on to the wall. Looking sinfully dashing as usual. Yeah of course, besides his so called secret business, he only knew how to be handsome in front of me so I could loose my damn sense. I already felt my body tightened at the look of him, but no, no, no... before loosing my sense I needed him to spill out why was he so eager to cage me here? And why did he avoid the topic about his family? Except Harshad!

I shook my head and turned my gaze from him. "Why are you here?"

"He laughed. "Am I not supposed to be here?" His hands wrapped around me, squeezed a little.

"No. You are not supposed to be here, because you have very secretive business to handle around." I snorted.

Looking amused he yanked me closer. "Vermin, you are being little stubborn now a days. And it's not good." A finger rarely touched my shoulder, but his breath was enough to make me whimper, sounding desperate to me.