Lascivious Desire(Completed)

Sorry Pal

Hello Lovelies,

How are you all? I know i didn't update last week. Sorry for that but i am having eye infection again..... so i need rest... it's hard to write when i couldn't able to  open my 'right eye". 

But don't worry, i will be fine. and i am fine and here is the update. And as you all know i am having problem.. the update will be slow and when my infection will get better i will update as per schedule.

So Enjoy. (and sorry for the any grammatical mistakes. chapters are not edited yet.) 

Chapter: 20 (Sorry Pal)

Manik

I ran my fingers on her sides to feel her body.

It's hard... Hard to see her in the vile type of cloths and not taking her the way I want to but I have to remember this is just a game I wanted to play... over crossing the boss is not a simple game.

Yes I wanted her but the way she throw herself at me was disgusting and I didn't accept that— acting like those girls who can do anything to have me.

This is not her... giving her to me won't work that way. And she is not giving her to me... she is giving her body to me which I don't want. I can have her body if I actually want to.... I might not wait that long. I am not that honorable.

Acting like other random sluts... make my skin crawls and what she is trying do for this week was against my taste. She doesn't have to say anything. And I am not a saint who won't understand what she is trying. Seducing me? Yes it worked but her reasons behind this make me less interested in her.

She thought I will let her go if she gives her body to me. Then I would be a dumbass.

I looked at her eyes directly and her body shivered at the intense look I am giving to her. "Do you really think that I didn't know what you were doing?" I asked coldly... no emotions in my voice.

For the first time in this week I saw the fear in her eyes. She understood what mistakes she did and how lowly she acted. She divert eyes but my hold her jaw tightly and make her look at me. I am fierce at her act not to mention that I was tempted and hard, and ready to make her mine but honestly her desperation for that and silly seduction make me angry... if it was Him instead of me then would she try this act on Him? Would she seduced my father to break free? Would she give in to him?

And the thoughts doesn't sit well in my head.

Would she fuck an old man to break free? Act like a whore? All the negativity consumes me immediately....

My grips tightened on her jaw and she flinched with the pain. My gaze slicing her but I am also not denying the lust for her. She tried to get free.... Useless attempt.

"And after playing me for days did you really have a fucking delusion that I would leave you?"

She froze and bluntly looked at me. Her eyes sparked for a second but next moment it filled with fear.

Fear for me.

And it's good for her to fear me.

If I wanted I could fuck her— fuck her to the extent where she wouldn't differ between the reality and dreams. I fucking could take the pleasure from her and leave her to deal with the consequences but— there is always that 'but' thing which stopped me and I don't know what the thing is stopping me to have her and make her mine.