Lascivious Desire(Completed)

Betrayal

Hello Dazzlers, 

How are you all? Long time, but it's going to change. I will be back soon. All the bad things happened in my life shattered me. Some good things also happened, but when your heart's bleed you can't just feel good with some sweet memories. 

Shit happens. I know. I should be overcome with my baggage, but it's not easy. we can give advice so easily that just put the bad things behind and move forward, well in reality it's not that easy. 

I will come back soon. But before that just enjoy the update. (Not edited.) Sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistakes. 

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Manik

What she had been thinking? No. Impossible. I was going to punch when the door cracked and I saw a shadow moved behind me.

"She is leaving."

I flinched as the words hit me deeply. Fuck. I hold the punching bag for a minute and then went to grab the towel. I tied to steady myself, and ignored him. "So?"

"Damn, don't you want to see her?"

"No. I don't want to see her. And why should I? It was her fucking idea not mine, and I didn't approve." My voice vibrating through the room. "But I am surprised that you all agreed with her.! Why Cabir? When you all know what she is offering is a death wish."

"But there is no other solution. What will you do? You can only do two things. One is surrender to your father and second, lose her to your father, but in a way both are the same things."

"And it's not?" I snapped.

"No. Manik don't think like a lover boy, but a leader." I glared at him. "I know you didn't like the idea and we also don't but just think if you bring her to him and make him believe that she was found in a random place then there might be chance that he will believe you, and considered. Then you can have your time to put him back in his real place. Just think. And please go to her. She needs you." He patted my back and left the room.

I placed the towel on the couch and looking at the floor like it was the most interesting thing.

I know he has a point, and I can fully understand. But how could I lead her to the lion's cage? He will fucking kill her. But slowly for his pleasure so he could see me burn with her everyday. I wished it was never happened, and I met Nandini in different circumstance. Her innocent face came to my mind.

So sweet. So innocent.

How could someone hurt her? she was born to shower in love, not hate. If it wasn't her parents then she wouldn't have to face all of this. But in a way I was grateful to them, because of their hate I met this wonderful girl who only knows how to love— how to mend the broken things when she was all shattered in pieces from inside. Cabir's word rang through me, and I close my fist tightly.

Without any thought, I went to our room hopefully and as always I found her sitting behind the couch all curled up tightly and crying. I regretted for shouting at her.

I went to sit beside her and like always she shift from me. "Nandini." She turned around more, refused to see me. Fuck, no idea how to handle this shit, then why did you have to shout at her when you couldn't fucking handle the mess? I never had been in this situation where I would be... fuck.