Is He Really Worth It (Cleaned)

Back to the Grind

I just stood there in disbelief. They must've lost they mind.

They got up and walked over to where I stood, then closed my door. They turned around, walked back over to my bed, and sat down. Then they just stared at me for about two minutes and finally decided to speak up.

"Jai," they started. "You hurt me. You knew I really cared about you and you went and started dating Kevin. I really cared about you. You broke my heart," they explained with their hand over their heart.

Now, if you haven't guessed by now, the person who claims that I have broken their heart is Dujuan.

I didn't really know what to say to him. I never meant to hurt him, but he was on some games. And that's exactly what I told him. He responded saying,

"I was on some games? Ha, nah bruh, you was on some games. You kept messin around and walkin wit other niggas."
"See Dujuan that's your problem right there. You always believe everything Fat Boy Jay says. Every time he sees me say hi to another guy he think I'm playin you. But you never wanna believe me so that ain my fault. I went and found someone else so how can you blame me?"
"Baby I just want you back. I miss you," he said in a smooth voice.

He stood up and walked over to me. Then he grabbed me by my hips and pulled me back over to the bed. He sat back down with his hands still gripping my waist, and stared into my eyes.

"Gimme kiss."

I'm not gonna lie. I seriously thought about kissin him right then and there. But I couldn't bring myself to cheat on Kevin like that. Especially not after all the sweet things he has done for me so far. And I haven't even been with him for a whole week yet.

"Dujuan, I'm not gonna lie to you. I want to kiss you and I want to come back to you it's just..."
He cut me off. "Then come back to me baby girl."
"I can't. I really like Kevin and I ain been wit him a whole week yet and you tryna get me to cheat on him witchu."
"All I'm askin for is a kiss."
"But still. I ain like that and you know it."
"Ight I respect that," he said smiling.

It was kind of creepy the way he smiled at me like that and I wanted to know what he was thinking. But he stood up and walked over to my window. Then he opened it, and climbed down. Next thing I knew, he was gone. I still had a lot of questions like how in the world he get through my window when it was locked? And will he sneak back in while I'm sleeping? And how many times has he snuck in without me knowing? I think I need to get an alarm system.

I opened my door back up and slid down the railing of the stairs. When I got to the bottom, Lamar was knocked out on the couch and snoring loudly. It was only eight pm.

"Lamar, wake up sleepy head," I said shaking his shoulder.
He groaned and said, "Man what time is it?"
"Only eight lil bro. Wanna sleep in my room? It's way more comfortable than this couch."
"Hell yea."

With that, I walked him upstairs to my room and he flopped down on my bed.
I asked him if he wanted something more comfortable to sleep in and he declined. He was going to just sleep in his boxers.

I started to walk out of my room when he whined, "You ain comin to bed?"
"Nah," I laughed. "It's too early for me Mar. I go to bed at ten but since we was just on break I'm goin to bed at twelve."
"Well dang can you stay in here wit me."
"Lemme go and get some food and drinks for us then I'll be right back."
"Ight thats coo."

I turned around and headed out the door, but then turned back and said to him, "Aye try to stay awake okay?"
"I'll try."

I grabbed some food and drinks from the cabinet and fridge in the kitchen, then headed back up to my room. As I approached my room, I heard snoring. I walked inside to find that Lamar had fallen asleep again.