Beverly Hills Babe | kellic (boyxboy)

thirteen

Vic and I had just came back to the hotel from our last day at the parks. I was situated comfortably on his lap, straddling him.

"I love you, Viccy." I giggled, kissing my boyfriend softly.

"I love you, too, sweetheart." He told me with a bright smile. "But why so touchy?" He chuckled.

"Hm, why not?" I said, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Because I can tell something is going on in that pretty little head of yours and I don't want you distracted." He furrowed his eyebrows slightly.

"Nothing's going on." I smiled at him.

"Kellin..." He spoke in a warningly tone.

"What?" I perked up, burying my head in his shoulder, sticking out my tongue and licking him goofily while giggling.

"What's wrong?" He asked seriously, pushing my face away from him.

I didn't want to be serious. I didn't want him to know I was sad and confused. I wanted to keep pretending that I was fully happy to make myself feel better.

"Nothing's wrong, babe. Why would anything be wrong?" I giggled cheerily. "Can we just fuck? I wanna fuck."

"Okay, nope. This isn't you." Vic shook his head and pushed me off of his lap. "What's going on, Kell? Talk to me, babe."

"Nothing. I'm horny, okay?" I pouted, leaning in to kiss him.

He turned his head to the side and refused to let me. "I'm not  doing anything until you tell me what's really wrong, Kellin."

I looked at him in the eyes, my façade slowly wearing away. I didn't speak as my eyes watered, I just shook my head.

"Kellin, tell me. You need to talk to me." Vic spoke as I looked away. He gently turned my face back towards him and kissed my forehead. I reached up to kiss his lips, but again, he pushed me away. "Not until you talk to me."

"I-" I stopped, trying to keep my composure. I failed myself when I bursted into tears. "I can't find myself." I cried, Vic pulling me into a tight embrace immediately. I gripped his t-shirt and let it absorb my tears. My face was buried in the crook of his neck and I allowed the tears to pour out everywhere.

"What do you mean you can't find yourself?" He asked, stroking my hair soothingly.

"Like, m-my gender, Vic." I looked at him sadly.

"Well, I'm gonna love you no matter what, okay?" He told me.

I nodded my head before Vic leaned down and kissed the top of it.

"Have you been thinking more about possibly being genderfluid?" He questioned.

"Mhm." I mumbled.

"Well, let's talk about it. What makes you feel that way?"

"I like my male body and I enjoy it, but even though I'm very feminine everyday, some days just sky rocket in that feeling. Those are the days that tell me I'm more than just one gender. Like, I wouldn't want to be trans, but some days I wake up and I just want to be a girl. I don't know why, it's just how I feel and I don't know what to do anymore." I told him, sniffling.

"Well, how about we try it out for about a week? You can just tell me how you're feeling in the morning and I'll base your pronouns off of what you told me." He suggested.

"That's embarrassing. What am I supposed to say? 'Hi, Vic! V's not D's today!' That's weird." I pouted.

"Well, of course it is when you say it like that." He chuckled. "How about instead, you can send me a pink heart emoji on your she/her days, and a blue one on your he/him days?"

"Hm, okay." I looked away.

"Now you can get kisses, darling." He said, making me turn my head towards him.

He grabbed my cheeks with one hand and kissed me softly. I closed my eyes so that I could relish in the feeling. I had a wonderful boyfriend, and because we were polar opposites, no one thought we would work out, but I'm so happy that we proved them wrong.

I mumbled an 'I love you.' against Vic's lips, and he did the same. Vic took my hands and laced our fingers together. I kissed him another time before pushing him onto my back so that I could lay straddled on top of him. He rubbed my hands reassuringly with his thumbs. Hearing his heartbeat soothed me. It was pure music to my ears knowing that he was alive and well. I moved a little to get more comfortable, but stopped when Vic let out a small noise.

"Listen, I don't mind you laying on top of me at all, but you can't be moving around. It sits a little too well with a friend of mine." He told me, and sure enough, Vic had a slight boner coming on.

I giggled and blushed before laying back down and falling asleep after a few short minutes of hearing Vic's steady breathing.

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A week later, we were back home and we had been for just a few days. I was watching Netflix on my bed, when Vic called.

"Hey, babe. What's up?" I greeted with a smile he couldn't see.

"Sorry, uh- I just wanted to hear your voice." He mumbled.

I chuckled at his cuteness with a big smile. "You do know we're neighbors, right?"

"Yeah, but I look gross and I wanted an excuse to call you, but I don't really have one." He told me, his voice sounding shaky.

"You okay, baby?" I asked, worriedly.

"Yes, I'm just- fuck, Kellin. I'm so horny, just please come over. I didn't know how to ask, that's why my original plan was just to talk to you so that I could hear your voice, but now that I did, I need you to come over. I haven't seen you in two days and no one is home. Please, Kel-"

"Cool down, I'm coming right now." I interrupted.

"Oh god, please don't say things like that right now." He shined.

"Bye, Vic. Or I won't go." I sighed.

"Okay, okay. Bye. I love you." He rushed out.

"Love you, too." I said and hung up.

I took a quick, two-minute shower and got dressed in some of my more revealing clothes. I walked downstairs, seeing Ryan on the couch.

"Where are you going?" He asked sternly.

"Vic needs something." I glared.

"Vic doesn't need shit when you're dressed like that." He snapped.

"I wear this everyday. Now, goodbye. I have to go." I said sassily before shutting the door and walking over to Vic's.

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This is so bad I'm sorry. I love you guys a lot. Please stay safe wherever you're at. I hope you're feeling okay.

Love,
Kellin 🌷💗