Beverly Hills Babe | kellic (boyxboy)

twelve

I woke up with my bare body held by bare arms. I turned over, fully remembering what happened the night before. I can't believe I lost my virginity at 17. Did Vic even care? What if he only dated me just to get another good fuck in? Oh god.

I looked up at him and smiled nervously.

"Good morning." I mumbled.

I was deeply thinking about all of the terrible things he could say.

"We had sex last night?"

"You made me fuck you?"

"I wasn't ready."

"I regret everything."

But none of those things were as bad as what he really said.

"Look, Kellin. I just- I've been meaning to break up with you and I know this isn't the best time but-"

My eyes widened at what I had just heard.

"You couldn't have mentioned that before taking away my virginity and telling me you loved me?!" I yelled loudly. I didn't care if the whole resort heard.

"Kellin, I'm sorry. I wanted to tell you sooner, but-" He trailed off.

I can't believe he was really ending this right now. More importantly, I couldn't believe he was doing it after I dragged him out to Disneyworld and let him fuck me senseless while I was DRUNK! I was so upset. I thought getting my heart broken by the last guy was bad, but this was surely worse. I was in love with Vic! He told me he was, too! Why would he ever hurt me like that?

"What is wrong with you?! Why would you do this to me?!" I cried, running into the bathroom and locking myself in.

"Kellin, please don't do this. I need to explain myself. That's not what I meant to say, I swear. I didn't word it right." He said through the door.

"Don't even talk to me. I hate you." I told him.

"No you don't. I know you don't." He replied.

"But still." I mumbled. I wanted him to feel just as bad as I did.

Suddenly, I felt a soft breeze as the door slowly opened.

"What are you doing?" I groaned.

"You locked yourself in, Kellin. You didn't lock me out." Vic said as he shut the door and sat next to me on the floor.

"Can you just hear me out for a second?" He asked softly.

"No. I'm so mad at you. I don't even want to be near you right now. You're worse than Ryan." I told him, shoving him away.

"Baby, please." He replied, attempting to hug me. I pushed him off of me and squirmed away.

"No, don't touch me! God, you're such a piece of shit! I can't believe I let you break my h-"

"Kellin!" He yelled, pinning my wrists away from him so that I wouldn't try to throw anymore punches.

"What do you want?!" I screamed weakly, becoming fully vulnerable as he sat in front of me. My world was coming down on me.

"Just let me speak, okay?" He asked, caressing my cheeks and wiping away the tears.

I nodded my head, not giving a fuck about anything anymore.

"It was a dare." He started. I raised an eyebrow, confused as my eyes continued to water. "All the guys from school dared me to go out with you. They said you were going to be too high-maintenance and that I wouldn't be able to handle you. I agreed, wanting to prove them wrong. That's not all, though. They wanted me to break your heart by ending our relationship at a bad time. I couldn't do that to you. I love you too much and I know that I faked the first week of our relationship, but I can promise you that everything afterwards was real. Shit, I'm sorry for even faking it in the first place. I wasn't supposed to actually fall in love with you, but I don't regret that I did. I'm sorry for bringing it up now, but I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I couldn't stand hiding it from you. I'm really sorry, love." He explained.

"Why didn't you just tell me?" I whined.

"I didn't want you to break up with me, but if you think you should, especially after this, I understand." He said, looking down.

"I'm not going to do that." I told him.

"You're not?" He questioned, looking slightly hopeful.

"No. I love you, too." I said.

"So we're good?" He smiled softly.

I nodded my head and playfully rolled my eyes with a groan. "Yeah, I guess."

"I'm still really sorry for temporarily breaking your heart by accident." He pouted slightly.

"It's not okay but I'll take it." I said before leaning forward and hugging him tightly. He hugged me back and played with my hair. I let myself snuggle into his neck as I took in his comforting scent. I was still really mad at him for sucking at not bringing things up at a bad time, but I loved him and that's why I accepted his stupidity.

"I love you." He spoke.

"Are you sure?" I whined with a pouted lip and big eyes.

"Positive."

We sat there for at least ten minutes before I broke the silence. "I can't believe we fucked last night."

Vic sat up and slightly pulled away, looking concerned. "You're okay with that though, right?

"Yeah, I just always thought I'd lose my virginity after college with my husband of six months instead of during high school with my boyfriend of four months." I admitted with a small sigh.

Vic frowned and bit his lip.

"I don't regret it." I reassured him.

"I'm glad. I don't either." He smiled softly before kissing my forehead and standing up, pulling me with him.

"Can we go back to the parks today? I want to erase this morning from my head. The only good part was waking up naked next to you." I complained.

He simply chuckled and nodded his head, confirming that he agreed.

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SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT I JUST WANTED TO GET THIS OUT AND TBH I DIDNT REALLY CARE ABT WRITING THEIR TRIP AT DISNEY RN OOPS ????

Love,
kellin 👍🏼😶