• My Lover Is A Bully » Frerard • [COMPLETED]

Red and Blotchy

*Frank's POV*
I wake up to the sound of my phone alarm playing American Idiot by Green Day. This was probably the most fun I get out of waking up at freaking 05:40 in the morning.

It's honestly not that fun at all. And it's the same routine over and over, day after day, week after week. I get up at a ridiculous hour, pour myself some coffee, slap on my grubby clothes, at least try to make my hair go right only to be constantly reminded that I'm a "faggot" or a "gay lord" or a "spacca" whatever that means.

* 2 and a half hours later*

I put both of my earbuds in and full blast Know Your Enemy as I put my skeleton gloves on and start walking to the dump where everyone hates me. Also known as highschool.

"Hey, fag! Guess what you're gonna get today!" Shouts Mason from his locker. He's standing with all his other friends... And Gerard.
He's just laughing as Mason runs towards me and points as I get shoved to the ground.
Then another guy kicks me in the ribs and punches my face in. It's ok, though. They let me go after ten minutes. My nose doesn't bleed that much and I don't bruise easily. It's just the pain that gets to me the most.

Mason gives throws like Hell. Literal Hell. I try to think about something else or even zone out while he does so, but I just can't ignore the fact that my body is collapsing into a heap on the dusty, dirty hall floor.

I hear him call to Gerard. He says something along the lines of:
"Come over here, Gerard! Aren't you gonna do something to the little gay? He deserves punishment!"
And as always, the only person who I could ever love kicks my shins twice as hard. It hurts like madness and before I know it, there's warmth on my face. I can't tell if it's blood or my own tears trickling from my eyes. It hurts not only on the outside but inside as Gerard makes this happen.

Finally they decide to leave after Mason says, " That's what you get, prick." And strides off through the corridor. I can hear their laughs getting softer and quieter until it's just me in the empty hall.

My heart is racing and I can hear the blood thumping in my head. It aches so much. I'm breathless.

I try my best to look down at my hand. It's definitely covered in blood. Great. I bet my face is all red and blotchy, too.
I lift myself up, slowly but steadily, hands then legs.
I lean back on my red locker for a second to just recollect myself. I hold my head for a bit then start stumbling my way to the emergency room.

Anna looks concerned when she sees me walk through the very squeaky door that divides the room from the rest of the school.
"Oh dear! What can I do for you today, dear?" She says in a calm but slightly scared for me tone. She gives me a sympathetic look and says,"Never mind! I know just what to do!"
She bounces around to the other side of the room and takes out Band-Aids, icepacks, throat lozenges, the lot.
I sigh. This is going to be a long day.

*After school*
At last the final bell rings to signal the end of school. Nothing's lifted off of my shoulders though as I know I'll just have to go through it all again tomorrow.

As I'm walking home I get something hard thrown at my head.
"Ouch" I say. Then I stop and pick it up. It's a crumpled up note. I carefully unfold it to read the message:

To Frank,
I guess we haven't spoken much.
I won't tell anyone about your crush on Gerard. I promise.
I wouldn't want to seeing as it's not really my concern. Anyway I thought I might just tell you that you're not the only one who knows about your fantasies.
Nah I'm just messing with ya.
Would you wanna hang out sometime?
K bye
Mikey Way (Gerard's little brother) :)

Hm... Gerard's little brother? If it means being near Gerard...

""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""Ok thanks for reading the first chapter and sorry if it's not that good. It's literally midnight right now and I obviously didn't wanna wait xD
Idk whether to put Rikey in this or not so pls tell me :)

Bye for until next week I guess 👍✋✋✋✋✋✋