Attraction // h.s {COMPLETE}

3- The library

And something, something tells me that it isn't the best of Harry Styles.
Oh my God I am at my work I have to work shit.. as our kiss cease all the thoughts of how wrong it is come up in my mind.
"Harry that's wrong that's too wrong"
"hey hey stop! what's wrong in here?"
"what's wrong? the fact that I am
in love with your brother and I am not talking to him because of you"
"ah Abby...Abby someone that is 'in love' with someone else doesn't kiss their brother like this" he says sarcastically
"oh fuck fuck fuck... look what happened here was just just I don't know what was but I don't care at all and I felt nothing!"
"nothing?"
"really nothing"
"serious?"
"totally"
"ah yeah?"
"yeah"
We start kissing each other again like we need each other the most and as the kiss is getting faster Harry starts kissing neck until he get to my ear lobe, the best part I can tell, He comes back to my mouth start to take little bites in my bottom lip, I am so vulnerable now I can feel that Harry is too, literally feel because I can feel part of him pressing against my jeans.
I don't know what to think just be thankful that the only people here now is Harry, Lydia and I.

Back to the kiss we are almost consuming ourselves. He starts taking his shirt of and I help him. He pushes me in the wall and all of my sane part goes to god knows where. I  start taking my shirt off.

"Oh my fucking God, am I interrupting something?" Lydia says making me jump.

Harry just takes my shirt that was at the floor and give to me then starts looking for his.
"oh ahn Lydia hi" I said nervously
"oh we need to talk really need" 
"yeah yeah sure I am just.."
I say starting to walk in her direction.
"Abby?"
"what?"
"you still in your bra, just to remember" she says giggling
"ahn yeah yeah I know I know" I am totally freaking out I can't believe I did that it felt so wrong but in the same time so right.
"hey Abby"  I hear Harry calling for me.
"Hm hi"
"I have to go now but we talk later ok?"
"Harry it's not-"
"Abby we talk later" he says and leave the library.

I stay here looking at the door remembering every single second that just happened, I could be...actually I should be worried and felling bad for what I did with Edward but no, actually the only thing I want to think is the moments,better, the incredible moments that just happened with Harry.

"Abby come here now" Lydia interrupts my thoughts
"hi"
"hi? are you fucking serious? do you have any idea of what happened in this library less than 5 minutes ago?!"
"yeah totally"
"I was almost asking you if you want a bed"
"ah don't be so exaggerate"
"you must be kidding me or you didn't see what I see"
"yeah yeah I know but can we talk about this later I am starving and its already 10 o clock let's eat something"
"I know why you are starving" she jokes
"oh shut up"
In our way to the canteen we stop at the chemistry class to get some books that I forgot, when we arrived there.
I can see Edward sitting in the corner. I have to talk to him.

"Edward!"
"Abby" he said looking at me
"what are you doing here?"
"we need to talk"
" I believe it too"
"okay I have to apologize,really, I know it's all my fault I shouldn't have kissed him at my party-"
"no don't, don't apologize it's my fault I know everything now okay and I totally forgive you even than I think you can't apologize because it's my fault"
" wait you know everything?"
"yes, Harry told me everything but if you want we can get back together as if nothing happened"
" actually I hate doing this, but I can't"
" why you can't?"
"I can't just get back together with you like this not after kissing him today in the library-"
"wait what?"
"what?"
"kissing him where?"
"in the library toda-" my own thought stops myself "you didn't know about that, did you?"
"really Abby I give up...I am here broken because of what happened yesterday trying to apologize for the stupid things I said and I just discover that you kissed him again, and don't tell me that you thought it was me!"
"yeah you are right, I didn't I kissed him because I want and I know that you gonna hate me starting from now but it's true I do kissed him because I wanted and it was incredible"
I say it to him.
I think he would be hurt or mad, nervous I don't know but he just looks to the door.
After so much time looking to the door I turn too and see Harry there with his sarcastic smile
"So that's what you thought of our kiss?"
"oh shit you shouldn't be here"
"ahn what a shame because now i know exactly how you felt, did you heard brother? yes she used the word 'incredible' just remembering you, and look who got the girl again? ops sorry brother.."
"wait what the hell is that?" now I'm angry
"so this is some kind of competition of who get the girl from who? So you compete who took the virginity from who too?" they look to each other and don't say anything
"you know what? you are disgusting! and by the way I wouldn't came back with you anyway"
I said looking to Edward and then:
"And I lied our kiss was okay though but don't be so happy I had so many betters than yours" I lie.
"wait Abby I didn't mean that" I  hear Harry saying
"Abby please wait let's talk before you just hate me and never talk to me again"
"what do you want Harry?"
"Abby I didn't mean anything that you are thinking really we are boys and brothers it's just our way to makes the other one angry but it's just for fun-"
"do you wanna any tip? don't you ever 'have fun' talking about a girl like this okay?"
"Abby please wait listen to me."
"Harry just leave me alone I don't want to talk right now I have to go back to work, we talk later"
"promise?"
"I don't promise anything to people like you" I say and go back to work.