Attraction // h.s {COMPLETE}

14 - Love?

I can't believe I'm thinking about having sex with Harry, of course we almost did that sometimes but thinking about this is kinda weird.
I'm not a virgin or something I lost it with one of my best friends in the last year of high school, but I haven't done it many times, just with him once and with Edward... oh shit... Edward, I have to talk to him, he has no idea that I'm here, that's kinda strange because this house it's almost his too. Fuck.

"Abby?" Harry interrupted my thoughts
"Oh hey, sorry I was...thinking"
"Okay, let's go?" he said holding my hand
"yeah yeah sure"

In our way to the swim pool Harry stopped and turned to me.
"Abby, can we talk about something?"
"Yes, of course, what?" I smiled
"Can I ask you something?" he was very weird but okay.
"yes, what?"
"Are you virgin?" he stopped holding my hand
"Why-why that?"
"nothing, I just really wanted to know" he explained, a horrible explanation, I want to know more.
"Really, you can tell me, why do you wanna know?"
"It's nothing I swear, it's just- just"
"Say it" I said
"It's just, you know we are going to spend one month here... together... we both know what we want and stuff, but even though I'm already the worst brother ever, taking the virginity of his girlfriend it's just-"
"Harry just stop talking okay" I hated talking about this, I cheated on my boyfriend a million times now, that's horrible I know, I have to talk to him but when Harry says it out loud it's worse.
"And by the way, no I'm not"
"really?" he looked surprised
"Yes Harry really, it's not because I'm not virgin that I have to fuck with every man that pass through me"
Now he is smiling, why the hell is he smiling?
"And that's why I like you" what the hell?!
"Because I'm not virgin?"
"No, because you don't fuck with every guy that pass through you"
"You look surprised, oh let me guess the girls you know fuck with everybody they know" he opened his smile
"yeah, actually exactly it"
"I said I'm not like those girls"
He smiled even more
"Of course not, you are much better"
He pulled me in his arms and kissed me... a very slow kiss, I liked it, this kind of kiss it's different, a good different.

"So let's go to the pool" he said after it
"yes" I said exited

When we arrived at the pool Harry looked to me
"so, you are not entering?"
"wait" I said
"no Abby come on, what are you so afraid of?"
"nothing, it's just the water.. is it cold?"
"ahh Abby that's it, are you afraid of cold water?" he laughed
"don't laugh, I'm not afraid I just don't like it"
"okay okay, I'll see if it's cold or not"
when I just turned to leave my towel in the chair I felt Harry's
hand on my waist.
"Harry-" before I could finish the phrase Harry held me in his arms and jumped with me in the cold water.

"Harry" I shouted
"So is the water cold?" We are so close by now, I can literally feel his breath
"A little" Harry kissed me again, now it's more intense, I'm on his lap with my legs on his waists, his hands are holding my thighs, my hands are on his hair.

As the kiss ceased Harry started talking again.
"And now?" he smiled
"Better" I smiled
We are looking for each other just in silence, Harry has beautiful eyes, I never really paid attention on his eyes, I never noticed how green they are, they are really beautiful, I could travel to amazing places just looking straight to his eyes. I believe he is doing the same, but he is not only looking for my eyes, his eyes travels from all over my face, specially my lips.
"Do you know that you have beautiful lips" he said pressing his finger on my lips.
"Do you have beautiful eyes too" I said to him stroking his eyebrows.
"You know that for moments just like this I made this bet" he said
I smiled
"Oh yeah, just like this?" I said sucking his neck's skin.
"Not only" he is already turned on... that's good, I smiled
"Oh yeah?" I said
He is still holding my thighs
"Let's get out of this pool" he said
"Why? Now that I was starting to like being here"
"I didn't say it would end" he smiled
He helped me to get out of the pool but when I was getting my towel he held me and put me on his lap.
"Harry wait" I said laughing, he is already kissing my neck...oh this sensation it's so good.
"You can get this tomorrow" he is already on my ear lobe.. yeah now I'm dead... this makes me so vulnerable.
"Wait Harry, not here"
"Why not?" he is still kissing my neck
"Because it's going to be our first time and I want it to be special"
"Only because we are next to the pool doesn't mean it's not special" he giggled
"Your room okay?"
"Okay" he started walking really fast with me still in his lap
I'm laughing a lot, Harry's animation it's hilarious.
"Here, we arrived" he said breathless
I'm still laughing.
"Don't laugh, I'm dying here" he joked
"I think that's not going to happen so"
"What? I didn't say I couldn't" I laughed again.
I left his lap so I could walk to the bed.He followed me.
I laid on the bed and Harry came closer, now he is on tops of me, kissing me.. Oh I really love Harry... wait no no I haven't said that, no I can't, it's just attraction, it can't be love. Who am I trying to deceive I know that's not only attraction.. maybe not love but only attraction it can't be.
Harry took his shorts off.. now he is only using underwear, I'm still using bikini but as we 'moved' a lot probably all my private parts appeared.
"Are you sure you wanna do that?" Harry asked
"Totally" I smiled, he smiled too
He started kissing me very wildly and now I'm on tops.. kissing his neck than his chest.. coming closer to his dick.
"Oh Abby don't stop please.. just do-don't" Harry groaned
"I won't" I smiled and looked to his eyes.
"Yes this...do it again please"
"Do what? This?" I said looking to his eyes and biting my bottom lip
"Oh Abby" Harry moaned again
As I'm getting closer and closer to his dick Harry moaned even more.
"Can I?" I asked him, now doing my smile
"Please" he said cheerful
I can't believe I'm doing this, it's so weird doing this without being with Edward, worse I'm doing with his brother, but fuck it, I can think about it later.
I can't believe this is actually happening, I'm literally sucking Harry's dick, this word is horrible buts yeah I'm actually doing this. When Harry was on his climax I stopped, I didn't want that substance in my mouth.
"Are we done?" Harry asked breathless
"No" I bit my bottom lip again
Now that Harry is totally naked he started taking off my bikini too.
"Harry" I moaned when he took off my bikini with his mouth, he kissed all over my leg.. I can feel by now that I'm totally wet.. this wet...
Harry came back to my mouth.. he's on tops again while he passed his hands all over my body I scratched his back and kissed him.
Yeah that's going to happen.. our first time... I'm actually nervous.

"Harry?"
"What?" he said kissing my neck
"Do you have condom?" he smiled
"Just a sec"
He stretched his arm to the bedside table looking for a little box.
"Fuck, where is this shit?" he said nervous
"calm down, I'll help you" I smiled to him and he smiled back
He calmed down and took the condom form the box.
"Can we do it now?" he asked
"Yes" I smiled and waited for him to put the condom. Seconds later I could feel Harry penetrating me... all the tense has gone... it was replaced for pleasure. Yes it happened, I still can't believe it. I had sex with Harry and it was the best sex I ever had, was different from all the others times.
We are breathing very, very fast, we are totally exhausted, actually I'm hungry but I won't tell him that, it wouldn't sound very sexy.
"Abby?"
"yes"
"Are you happy?" I don't know why Harry always came up with this random questions but I like it.
"A lot, and you?"
"Happy? I think I'm the happiest person in the world" he said hugging me still laid on the bed.
"Okay got it" we laughed
"No you don't understand, if happy is one grain of sand, I'm the whole beach, if happy is one star, I'm the whole galaxy, if happy is-"
we are laughing so much
"Okay got it got it" I said laughing
"I love you Abby" he said looking to me in the eye. Oh god this moment.. it happened what do I say now? Do I love Harry? Wasn't it just attraction?
"I love you too Harry" shit what I just said I shouldn't.. great now I'm freaking out.
We stayed there with Harry hugging me and I supporting my head on his chest for more than ten minutes, in silence just stayed.
"Are you hungry?" Harry asked
I started laughing
"Did I say something?" Harry said apparently doesn't understanding why am I laughing
"It's not that, it's just that when we, you know, ended doing this-" Harry interrupted me
"Having sex?"
"Yes having sex-" he smiled
"I was very hungry but I didn't want to say it, because it wouldn't sound very sexy, you know" I laughed again
"Abby for me you will always be sexy" Harry said giving me a quick kiss
"So miss 'not so sexy' let's eat something"
"Sure" I giggled
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Hi guys, sorry for not updating in a long time I was studying a lot and didn't have time... hope you still liking the story. Kisses Maria