Attraction // h.s {COMPLETE}

22 - Wherever

I don't know if I really want to go home today... if I stay here I would have more four days with Harry. Actually I don't even know why I did what I did yesterday, in fact Harry was stressing me but I really freaked out, wasn't all that big deal. Fuck, now he thinks that I hate him. I have to apologize him but I hate apologizing.
"Harry"
He is still sleeping.
I hugged him. I don't want to this to end. The worse part that I was the one who fucked up with everything. He was stressed okay but I didn't have to do what I did.
Some minutes after I felt Harry trying to move his arm. He moaned something.
"Sorry" I said to him
"It's fine" He said sleepy with his eyes still closed.
"No I mean, for everything"
He opened his eyes and looked to me
"I'm sorry okay, I was a idiot... I don't know what made me act like that... I really don't know what to say to you just sorry" I said and he opened a smile just after.
"You don't have to apologize"
"of course I do, I was a idiot"
"Abby I was the one who was grumpy the whole time... the one that was complaining the whole time...I'm the one who have to apologize"
Now I smiled
"So are we okay?" I asked
"Of course" He smiled then kissed me
As the kiss ceased Harry looked straight to my eyes
"What?" I asked
"Do you wanna leave?"
"What do you mean?"
"Now...let's go to somewhere... we still have four days let's go somewhere... wherever you want... you decide"
"But your parents?"
"Fuck then" I giggled
"Okay"
"Okay?" he is surprised I accept
"Yeah! let's go"
Harry took me to his lap and started kissing me.
"You know I'm not a dog right?" I said imitating him
"I love you" He smiled
I kept laughing with him... I didn't want to say this to him... it is not like I don't love him, I just think love is big deal and I hated him some hours ago.
"We have to get up if you want to leave before you parents wake up" I said
"Yeah we should" Harry said then got up and went to the bathroom.
I got up too and when I looked to the bed I noticed one thing.
"Shit" I said out loud
Harry left the bathroom and came next to me, using only underwear... focus Abby focus... god his body...I can't do not stare it's so hot...all those tattoos.
"What happened"
"It's nothing"
"Why there is blood on the bed?"
I looked to him
"Oh got it"
"Shit I hate being on my period"
"Relax baby"
"Shit...wait here I'm going to take a shower"
"I can help you" Harry said with his smile
"No Harry...that's disgusting"
"You are not the first girl I see in your period"
"Wow helped a lot" I joked
"Baby relax"
"No Harry I'm serious wait here...we can take a lot of showers together when it ends" He smiled even more

I took a shower and cleaned everything. After Harry and I got everything we need Harry wrote on a paper he would have to come back to the university to his parents and we left.
"Harry wait"
"What did you forget anything?"
"No... it's just that... we didn't say goodbye to Dakota...she was so cute and stuff"
"Oh baby about that I can't do anything"
"Fine" I will miss Dakota she was so kind really she is so cute and stuff.

Harry drove for more than four hours until we stopped in the top of a mountain... a very beautiful mountain by the way.

"Come here" Harry said after left the car
"Look at this!" Harry said holding my hand and looking to a waterfall in the other side of the mountain.
"Wow...that's that's beautiful Harry"
He was very happy like really
"we have to go there" he said pointing to the waterfall
"By car?"
"That's probably impossible...we have four days we can do it" He said cheerful
"Yeah... we totally can" I said
"Great...let's go"
Harry came back to the car got some stuff like food and water put everything in one bag and we went to our way to the waterfall.
"So are you ready?" Harry asked me
"Always"
"Great" he smiled and held my hand
We walked a lot like really a lot...We are a probably walking for more than two hours now, but it's fine, I'm with Harry I know everything is going to be okay.
"Harry waits"
"What? Are you okay?"
"Yeah... I'm just really exhausted"
"Okay...we can take a break"
I smiled to him
"So what are thinking?" he asked me
"That I'm hungry" I laughed
"Okay I have food in the bag, but about the trail"
"Oh... about that, it's amazing really, look at this view... totally worth the tiredness"
"Great you liked "
"Just one question...do you have any idea how we will come back to the car"
"Hm... probably no"
"What?" I said worried. He opened a smile. Fucker.
"You were joking, weren't you?"
"Of course" He said and laughed of my reaction.
"Fucker" I hit his arm
He laughed even more. We sat in the grass and looked for the that view for a few minutes just in silence.
"Abby, can I ask you something?"
"Do you even have to ask?"
"True...do you think things are going to change, you know, when we come back to the university"
"Hm...probably" I said still looking to the waterfall
"But don't have to" he said looking to me but I didn't look back
"It's not that easy"
"What's not that easy?"Harry asked
"A lot things happened in this travel...we did-" he opened his smile " a lot of things this travel... why this has to change"
"It's not like that Harry... it's just going to be different... you know, people will see us, there's Edward"
"What matters? You are not with Edward anymore, you are with me now, do you see simple"
"About that-"
"What Abby...don't tell me you are back with this ass" Now he is looking in my eyes and of course not with a good expression
"Don't call him like that...he is your brother"
"Fuck this dick...now tell me are you back with him" He shouted
"Don't shout with me...and by the way...he is not the ass here, you are... and no I'm not back with him I was telling you that things may change... but now if you want to know I'm not with any styles" I shouted too
"You are what?!"
"Surprised? So next time don't act like an asshole, and never call Edward like this...he was the best boyfriend I could have, the bitch here it's me... and all because of you...it's everything your fault" I said and left the place we were
"Abby wait" He said and run in my direction
"first thing: I won't let you walk alone in the middle of a trail.
and second: now are you blaming me of everything we did?"
"Fuck. It's not like this okay... I don't regret doing anything we did okay... I don't know you just stress me a lot"
"Why?! What I did to you"
"Ahh I don't know... just every time you act like I'm yours now...I don't know, I just hate this I'm not anyone's propriety... forget what I said okay"
"Abby-"
"I'm sorry okay... I'm freaking out too much lately"
"Is there anything going on that I don't know?"
"No, I'm fine I just don't know what is happening with me...fuck" I said crying.
The fuck I hate crying in front of people... What's the hell its happening with me...Stops Abby... Stops! I can't, why am I crying?
"Abby are you sure?"
Harry asked worried
"No...I don't know what's happening with me...why am I even crying?"
"You can cry... cry whenever you want okay"
"My father sent me a text to day"
"Your father? You never told me about your parents to me"
"Yeah... I prefer not talking about then"
"What matters with then?"
"My father it's not exactly the example of a good father"
"continue..."
"well since I was a child my father always had a thing with alcohol... he was every night drunk. I saw him shouting with my mum like a million times... he was always drunk... when I was a child I thought he would be okay that was only a phase... but then he kept doing the same fucking things-" I cried even more "I felt bad for my mom I was afraid he could do any thing with her... but worse happened, she just left... left everything-" I made a pause and took a long breath "- She left her life, my father and me...everything when I was twelve years old" Harry hugged me after I stopped talking
"that's why I freak out so much when people shout with me...because remember me of him... If wasn't for my aunt Jenna that took care of me since that, I don't know where I could be now"
"Does your father know where are you now?" Harry asked
"No... But I don't know how he find out my number and sent me a text asking for money"
"When was the last time you saw him?"
"When I was fifteen... in the tribunal"
"Oh..." Harry is probably very impressed... nobody really knows this story only Lydia because her mother is Jenna's best friend.
"I know... it's impressing, but please don't tell anybody okay? Only Lydia and you know about this"
He looked to my eyes
"I won't ever tell it to anyone"
"Thanks"
He kissed my hair