Attraction // h.s {COMPLETE}

6- The trail

More than four weeks after, my life now was kinda normal not many ups and downs anything really difficult. I just study go to work go out with Edward have lunch with Lydia...nothing special.
I can't lie it's kinda boring how my life is going on right now... I kinda miss my old life ,actually not my old life... it's kind of difficult to admit but a I know what I miss, I miss Harry.

I feel terrible about that but is true I miss Harry I miss how he made my life agitated and unexpected, literally every time he showed up I didn't know what would happen was just so...so good, and his kisses wow I miss than the most... I can't lie he is the better kisser of all time.
okay Abby stops you are with Edward now just Edward you have to think about Edward now... but really what to think about? my life with Edward was normal he never kisses me unexpected or do something new, it's always the same, he take me to some 5 stars restaurant or we watch some movie in silent always like this. It's just boring.
"Abby! Abbyyy!" Lydia was calling me
"hey what do you want?"
"I'm going to the canteen want to go with me?"
"Hm yes of course just let me take my bag"

when we arrived at the canteen I went to the queue to take some snacks
"wait is that?"
Lydia looked to me
"yes Abby it's Harry but if I-"
"I have to talk to him" I said and started walking to his direction
" Abby wait!" Lydia yelled
"Harry" I shouted
"Hey Harry"
he looked at me but just ignored and turned to the other direction -he's still mad with me-
"Harry hey-"
"Abby stops please" Lydia interrupted me
"why? I just want to talk to him, I miss him"
"yeah yeah I know it all, but you should give him sometime"
"sometime for what?"
"you know what Abby don't act like you don't... you messed with a styles now deal with the consequences"
" what do you mean by consequences?"
"you know... he doesn't act very well when some random girl just dump him like this"
"but we haven't anything and now I miss our friendship"
"Abby I'm your best friend so I have to tell you that, you haven't any friendship with Harry, you know it, for what I know friends don't make out in a library than in the sofa and in a party-"
"Okay okay got it"
I breath
"but just one question, what is he doing why he didn't even look me in the eye?"
"well Abby you know the fame of the Styles... he is ,you know, going to bed with a new girl everyday, drinking as hell and these things"

We talked for a bit and then came back to the dormitory.. when Lydia slept I caught myself thinking about all the girls Harry were having sexy day after day... I can't explain how I feel isn't angry isn't sad I feel jealous yeah totally jealous... I can't believe I am admitting it I am jealous of the girls that Harry has sex with. That's not going in a good way I should go sleep, tomorrow I think I will call Harry.. yeah I will.

Maybe not tomorrow maybe now or maybe I just have to forget it, I think I am going to call Edward, yeah it's better.

"hi, Edward?"
"Abby" he said in a very sleepy voice
"Why are you calling me at this time it's almost 2 a.m.?"
"oh really? oh sorry I didn't know!"
"okay okay but now just go to bed it's very late"
"okay bye" I said
"bye I love you" he said and hung up
"hm bye"

Great so now my boyfriend rather  sleep than talk to me.. how cool from his part, so what I do now.. this fucking insomnia.
I think I am calling Harry

"Come on Harry answer me" I said out loud
"Hello" he answered with his sleepy and accented voice
"Hi Harry it's Abby"
"hm Abby, are you okay?"
"yes and you?"
"fine, Abby why are you calling me 2 a.m.?"
"I wanted to talk to someone and we haven't talked to each other in a while"
"yes, true but why you couldn't call me tomorrow morning... wait are you drunk?"
"what? of course not" I laughed
"okay so what do you want to talk about?" he asked
"hm are you too tired?"
"no why?"
"could you pick me up at the dormitory's entrance in 20 minutes?"
yeah I am totally crazy I don't know what I am doing but I don't care