Attraction // h.s {COMPLETE}

45-Hours

I hear the sound of the ambulance taking my Harry to some hospital.
I don't feel the alcohol anymore. I don't feel pain. I don't feel nothing. I can't move. I can't do anything. Talk. Walk. Even breath it's difficult right now.
"Abby...we have to go." Lydia tells me. I don't answer.
"Abby...come...we have to go." She says softly taking my hand making me follow her.
"Where are we going?" I finally say still shaken.
"The hospital where he was taken."
"Okay." I shut up again.
We go to the hospital as Lydia said. I don't say even one word in our way to the building.
Memories. It's all I can think. Memories and more memories.
All the moments I had with Harry. All the good and bad moments.
I feel my legs shake. I feel as every muscle of my body doesn't work anymore.
"Lydia...Lydia hold me...I'm..."
She holds me.
"Abby...calm down. Please Abby calm down. Abby you have to be strong now."
Be strong. Strong. Strong. Strong. I can't. He is the one. He is the one who makes me strong. I can't do it without him.
"Abby please. Be strong. That's what he needs now."
"Lydia...I can't lose him Lyd."
"I know. I know. But babe right now the only thing we can do is wait and be strong."
"I can't wait anymore. I have to know if he's okay...Lydia I just want to know if he's alive." I shout the last words.
"I know, I know. But please calm down...let's sit here. We have to wait."
Hours plus hours...I can't handle it anymore. We are here for more than four hours without one single new about Harry.
I look to Lydia and Stefan. They are sleeping.
"Lydia...Lydia" I whisper trying to wakes her up.
"Lydia"
"Hey...hi."
"Go home."
"Wait...What? No" She says sleepy.
"No...really...go. You must be exhausted. Go...enjoy your night."
"No...I can't enjoy anything with Harry in this situation."
"Okay then...just go. Take Stefan. You are just sleeping here anyway. I'll be okay...now go."
"Are you sure you'll be okay? I don't think it's a good idea letting you here alone."
"I'm fine...in some hours the doctor will say anything about Harry...now go."

After I beg a little more Stefan takes Lydia home.
I wait for some more hours. I don't know how many. It doesn't matter. With all the thoughts passing through my mind looked like some seconds until the doctor called my name.
"Abby Argent? Is that you?"
"Yeah...yeah" I get up. "Yes it's me."
"Are you the one waiting for Harry Styles,right?" He says calmly. That's really making me even more worried.
"Yes...I'm his...girlfriend..." Fuck it if I'm not,it doesn't matter right now.
"I need you to calm down."

This is the end of my world. I hear the doctor says this words. All bad thoughts pass through my mind. It's the end. Harry has gone. I don't know what the doctor says anymore. Looks like I can't hear it. The only thing I hear is I need you to calm down. The word every single doctor says when someone passes away.
This time it's Harry. I feel my body weak then fall on the ground.