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"Fuck...Abby...That was...God...Incredible." Harry says breathing heavily. Making his chest goes up and down.
"Shut up"
"I'm serious...You must do that more times...Abby...God"
"Stop it" I say already blushed.
"But I'm telling the truth."
"Nothing happened"
"It totally did...you happened"
I laugh kissing him.
"We need to talk. " I say more serious.
"What? You must do that again because if it's it...Great. I totally agree."
"No...Really. I'm serious"
I take a deep breath.
"Almost one year ago I made a application to one university in San Diego...They didn't said anything...any call...email... nothing. As they didn't say nothing I totally forgot about that, but yesterday when we were watching tv I received an email from them telling me that my application was accepted and I can go there next week."
"Wow..." He takes a deep breath. "You are not going right?"
"About that...Harry that is exactly what I always wanted. I mean before I entered on this university my dream was always living on California but never happened."
"And you don't want that anymore right?"
We both sit with our legs crossed on the bed and he looks to me.
"I want...I do...It's my dream and I finally made it. I can't stay here. I don't even like Seattle...But that's not the end I mean..."
"No Abby that's exactly the end...I knew it would happen anyway. You never really liked me. As you said it was attraction right? You never loved me. Fine. Great. Go there. Find a perfect boyfriend for you. Fuck him like you always wanted 'on California'"
"Hey hey...Stop...What the hell are you saying. I never wanted a boyfriend other than you."
I take a breath.
"Look...I know things were going very good with us...perfect...but in doesn't have to come to an end."
"You are moving to fucking California...if that's not the end I don't know what it is. "
"You can visit me whenever you want...and I can come here"
"It's not that easy and you know that."
He is right. I do. But I can let this opportunity go away. That's my dream we are talking about. Something I always wanted. I mean living there was always something distant but wanted and now that can really happen I can't say no.
"Harry look..."
"No...wait...that's why this time the sex was so different was a goodbye sex"
"Wait what? That's insane...it doesn't even make sense."
"What I did to you?"
"Nothing...really...it's not you...I don't want to let this end but I can ignore this opportunity."
He leaves the bed getting his clothes from the floor.
"Harry wait don't do it" I let a tear fall from my eye.
"Harry listen to me first"
"There is nothing to hear Abby...you want to leave me...then leave me."
"Harry...don't you dare walk away from this door...Harry..."
"Fuck you...you was the one that wants to leave me."
I go next to him and look really angry to him.
"Don't you ever tell me to fuck myself again...Fuck you dick."
He looks to me.
"Sorry...I didn't want to..."
"I hate you"
"Abby sorry"
"No...you are not."
"I'm the one leaving now."

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