"WHAT IF HARRY STYLES WAS MY BEST FRIEND!!" "WHAT IF I KNEW HIM BEFORE HE WAS FAMOUS" "MY LIFE WOULD BE COMPLETE!!"
This is all I hear, day in and day out. The thing is, that isn't as good as they might think. All he would do is leave you for the...
(WARNING. THIS CHAPTER MAY GET A BIT HEATED SO BE PREPARED) I laid in bed basically as long as Tes would allow me before she made me get up and start getting ready.
I went and showered before slipping on my dress and she did my makeup after I had done my hair and I looked in the mirror and I guess I looked pretty damn good to have been crying for the past 24 hours. She came out all dressed up in her clothes and smirked when she saw me
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"I'm seriously amazing" she joked and I laughed shaking my head
"Shut up lets go" I laughed grabbing and pulling her hand out of the apartment getting a taxi and getting in.
He drove us to the club and we paid him getting out and showing the bouncer our id's before going in and the music hit us like a punch to the face. You could feel the bass shaking the floor and I smiled pulling Tes to the bar ordering 3 shots each.
"Well damn you're ready to drink aren't you" she laughed and I just rolled my eyes laughing and we took all of them. I'm a lightweight so I already felt them and I smiled
"Dance" I shouted over the music before pulling her out to the floor.
We were dancing like most girls would in a club and before I knew it we both ended up with guys on us. I don't even know the name of the guy I was on I was just grinding on him trying to get my mind off of... Him. And it was working. So Why stop or think anymore about it?
We danced for a long time before I realized Tes was gone with the guy doing god knows what and the guy grabbed my hand pulling me to the bar ordering us more shots.
"What's your name?" The guy shouted over the music
"Kaitlyn. What about you?" I shouted back finally getting a good look at him and damn he was hot. Maybe coming here was really good for me.
"Colton" he smiled and shouted back wrapping his arm around my waist as we both took the shots. I was completely drunk now. I had no idea what I was doing but I honestly didn't care either. It wasn't like I had anyone to worry about cheating on.
I pulled his hand back to the floor quickly after we finished pulled him behind me dancing against him.
He pulled me closer and moved my hair starting to kiss my neck causing me to moan a bit. I could feel him smirk against my neck knowing that's exactly what he was going for and he ended up finding my sweet spot causing me to tilt my head and put my hand on the back of his neck.
"Let me take you home" he mumbled in my ear kissing it again and I bit my lip nodding lightly
I didn't care at the time if I would regret it later not because at the moment it's worth it.
He smirked grabbing my hand pulling me out to a cab grabbing my ass kissing my neck as soon as we got in after he told the driver where to go and I let him tilting my head back moaning a bit wrapping my arms around him.
He kept going until we got back to his apartment pulling me upstairs and as soon as we got in he pressed me against the wall kissing me hard. I kissed him back the same putting my hands in his hair tugging a bit causing him to groan.
"Jump" he mumbled into the kiss. I did as he said and he took me to the bed laying me down as he climbed on top and began kissing down my jaw as I laid my head back moaning.
He started rocking a bit and started to push up my dress when reality hit me
"Wait wait Colton stop" I sat up quickly and he surprisingly stopped immediately
"What? What's wrong?"
"I. I don't think this is right. I don't normally do this" I whispered biting my lip
"I don't either. I promise. We don't have to if you don't want to. We really don't." He said softly looking at me and I bit my lip
"Fuck it" I whispered kissing him again pulling him down
"Are you sure? We don't have to" he mumbled
"I'm positive" I whispered kissing his neck and he groaned moving my dress.
(They have sex😂)
after he was hovering over me breathing heavy as I did the same gripping his shoulders as he kissed my head softly and I bit my lip looking up at him
"I'm not just gonna fuck you and leave you" he whispered "I'm not like that"
I couldn't help but smile small kissing him softly. And he moved next to me pulling me into his chest
Maybe coming back with him was a good idea. Maybe he could give me what Harry couldn't. Maybe this was a good idea.
I hear all these maybes but I can't help the feeling in the pit of my stomach of guilt towards Harry. But I also can't help the fact that he couldn't love me and be there for me like I needed him to. I can't continue to feel this guilt for someone when he needs to find someone for himself who can handle everything he needs and all the patience he needs. I need to move on.
And I may have just found the perfect guy to move on with.
