Punk & Pink (Muke)

1.5

Michael:

I sit on the plane looking out through the window, the clouds looks so pretty in the sunset.

Ashton is asleep beside me and I can hear Nirvana blasting from his headphones... it's a surprise that none of us are deaf because of the things we do to our ears.

"Are you asleep dude?" I look to the chair behind me and I hate the green/yellow eyes I meet when I look back... Jamie... what the fuck does he want?

"Yes" I say and I can't help but smile a little to myself because let's face it I love answering sarcastically to people... especially Jamie.

"I just wondered if Ashton was asleep fag." He says and I can feel the words hitting me in the stomach. I hate that word. I really need a smoke... Maybe they will let me smoke on the plane like they let Matty Healy smoke on a plane...

Who am I kidding I am not Matty Healy... Matty Healy could basically murder someone and it wouldn't be a big deal because that person would probably be happy to be murdered by someone as perfect as Matty.

I pick up my phone and open the blue twitter app, the best thing with private planes is Wi-Fi.

@MichaelHLR: Hating this plane ride.

I then click down the app to open my Instagram. The first picture I see is a picture of Luke and he looks so unhappy and I can understand why because he doesn't look like Luke... He looks so different and those clothes really screams that he hates them...

That shirt though... I know it.

IT'S MY SHIRT!

Or my old shirt, I sold it on my depop a few weeks back... ha he was the one who brought it... so cute.

I click on comment and write "Hey that's my old shirt. You look cute in it... but the rest of the clothes doesn't look like you"

Soon I notice how loads of my fans are commenting, I forgot that you can see on Instagram what other people you follow like and comment and shit... kind of useful but also annoying as fuck when you have loads of fans who stalk your every move...

Don't take me wrong I love them but now my comment will get lost with all other comments and Luke might not see that I called him cute...

Damn it.

"You realize that he probably never go for you... like only reason he likes you is because you're famous." I try to ignore Jamie... but I know what he is saying might be true. I will never know if Luke would like the real me or if he only likes me because of who I am.

I sometimes I wish I could have found the love of my life before I got famous so I didn't have to worry about those kind of things.

Damn it.

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