Punk & Pink (Muke)

0.5

Important note at the end

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Michael:

I don't know why I send him that but he just looked so freaking cute in his profile picture. He makes me want to get to know more about him, like the fact that he is a crossdresser, he has that in his bio and all his selfies are perfect, he looks so freaking perfect that I promise that I lost my shit.

But of course if someone asked than I would say that I didn't lose my shit because that would be unmanly and I am so fucking manly... I am punk rock I don't lose my shit.

"Michael are you ready to go?" I look up at Ashton standing in the doorway and I nod at him and follow him. I am so fucking nervous because this is a big fucking concert and I really don't want to fuck this up because this is a big freaking concert.

"Are you nervous kitten?" I glare at Ashton because I hate it when he calls me that, he only does it because the fans does it. It's fucking okay when they does it but when a grown fucking man does it it's not alright.

"Yes daddy" Okay I just took this to another level of awkward. What the fuck was I thinking, daddy? At least he have a manly name to be called by the fans... I AM CALLED FUCKING KITTEN!!!!

He just laugh it off and damn I am so happy for that because otherwise it would have been so fucking awkward. I am like the master of making things more awkward than they already are... I should get an award for that.

"Okay so Jamie wants us to play the new song tonight." Ash say and I look at him with big eyes, are he fucking kidding me?! I am not even close to ready to play the new song. I have played it though like once and when we recorded it. We haven't even rehearsed it!

"Don't panic Michael Calum told him off calling him crazy, I know that you guys don't really get along and believe me I don't like the dude either. But he is a part of this band and we can't just kick him out and you know that" I look at Ashton and give him a little smile. I like that with Ash, he knows what he needs to say and when he needs to say it.

Calum may be one of my best friends but he doesn't really understand this Jamie drama, he thinks that it will go away. Maybe that is for the best for him to believe, I don't know.

"So I saw that you tweeted that dude" Ashton change the subject and I can feel myself blushing. I don't even know why I am blushing it's not like I know the dude more than Ashton does.

"Yeah so what?" I say and try to sound like it isn't a big deal, even if I am dying on the inside... this isn't really how I planned to be feeling, but hey fuck it.

"So what? Don't fuck me brother. I know you and you do not just tweet someone something like that, because you are a shy little shit even if you don't want to admit it" I look at Ash when he lets the words leave his mouth. It's kind of scary how well this dude know me. He have known me for less time that Calum and still it feels like he can look in to my soul.

He have some fucking power I tell you!

"He just seem so adorable in all those cute little skirts of his." I say and I can feel my face heat up. I can see Ashton smile and that my friends is one of the most beautiful things in the world. Ashton have one of those smiles that you can't help but just find magical.

"I was thinking we could do one of our old covers tonight... " I mumble and Ash nods and starts talking about which once he really like and I smile because I remember when it was just that.. it was just us having fun making covers with sucky cameras that we thought was so amazing.

"I was thinking maybe Just Keep breathing." I mumble out while we walk in to the dressing room where Calum is playing away on his bass like the fucking bass god he is.

"Did I hear Michael Clifford say Just Keep Breathing?!" He says and looks up from his bass, I smile and nod a little because damn that song was how it all fucking started.

"This is a big concert and I think it's only fair to do a little bit of We The Kings, that is how all this started." I say and remember back how we played that song in music class me and Calum, this is long before we even met Ashton or Jamie, this is how me and Calum realized that this, this is what we want to do.

"We need to do it bro!" He says and I smile a little because damn Calum needs to learn that bro isn't always the right thing to say... there is times when you can say it... and then there is times when you can't.

Calum doesn't really know how to see the difference between those two.

"Okay guys I figured it out we can do the acoustic version of Long Way Home and I can have a little solo moment, like Alex have on their concerts." Jamie comes in and say with a smile that makes me want to puke my guts out.

"You aren't Alex Gaskarth Jamie and that it kind of their thing, plus Mikey here come up with the idea of playing Just Keep Breathing." Calum says and gives me a little smile. I know that he doesn't want to fight with Jamie because he doesn't see the point in it.

He honestly don't see how much of an ass he really is, Calum just happens to be too nice.

"But that is only you two singing!" He says and looks like his whole world is ending, dude it's not a big deal.

"Yeah but don't worry you are the singer and you sing in every other song, I think it will be fine" Ash says and gives me a wink to tell me that this is how we do. Oh Ash you are the best.

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