Punk & Pink (Muke)

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Luke:

I put on the pink little skirt and look at myself in the mirror. I smile when I see how pretty I look in it.

"Luke are you done yet? I am hungry!" I hear my best friend Cassandra say and I giggle a little because she is always hungry. I swear we just ate and now she wants to eat again.

"Should I get this one or the light blue one?" I ask her and she looks at me and shakes her head at the pink skirt.

"The blue one because it makes your eyes look great and it would be super cute with a white shirt, plus don't you already have a pink skirt that looks almost like that one?" She asks me and now when I think about it yeah I probably have, plus the light blue one was really pretty and did make my eyes look amazing.

My legs did also look amazing in it so she is right. Like always.

I close the door to the changing room and change back in to my white skinny jeans. I take the light blue skirt and walk over to the cashier. It's normal for me to shop at girl stores and wear girl clothes. It's not like I wish I was a girl or anything, I just love how pretty I feel in girl clothes.

I kind of thinks it's stupid that there is girl and boy clothes because I think you should dress for yourself and what you feel pretty in, not what everyone else wants you to get dressed in.

"So what do you want to eat?" I ask Cassandra when we get out of the store and she looks around and smiles when she spots a Subway, I follow her over there and she buys some stupid subway while I only buy a coke and a cake, I was smart enough to actually eat before we went out shopping so I am really not hungry.

"So Luke you remember how I got tickets to see Hope Less Romantics?" Cassandra asks me and I nod and glare at her. Of fucking course I remember how she brought tickets to see my favourite band... did I mention that she brought tickets for her and her fucking boyfriend Robin, and not for her and me? Like bitch Robin doesn't even like them!

"Well Robin have that football game that night and he said he really didn't want to go to the concert... so I was wondering if you maybe would like to join me?" She says and I smile and nods and almost scream out yes. Oh my god this can't be happening is this real life? What is air? Who the fuck needs air I am going to see my fucking husband live!!!

"Oh my god Luke calm down it is two more weeks until they play, no need to freak out now, can you at least wait a week?" She laughs out but I of course doesn't listen because Michael fucking Clifford... I AM GOING TO SEE MICHAEL FUCKING CLIFFORD THE LOVE OF MY FUCKING LIFE!!

Michael:

"Michael wake the fuck up dude!" I open my eyes and sees Jamie hanging over me. God I hate Jamie he is such a bitch and never let me sleep, why the fuck is he in the band? He is a rude mother fucker but damn no one else than me sees it.

Calum just says he is feeling home sick... well last time I checked you don't get home sick in your own house... yes that happened once.... but you know who am I to know stuff?

The only reason he hates me is because I am gay and he is like against that. I am pretty sure he thinks I will hump his leg like a fucking dog. Dude I do not want to hump every fucking dude I see just because I am gay.

Some people are so judgmental I can't stand it.

"We have a show in a few hours so get your fat fucking ass up from the bed you lazy shit." If this had been Calum or Ashton then those things would have been okay to say to me, because they always say it as a joke and you can hear that they are joking, but Jamie says it just to be fucking mean. He is a fucking bitch.

I just ignores him and walks over to my closet and pulls out a pair of black skinny jeans and a Green Day tank top because Green Day is fucking bae... wait did I just say bae? No. Bad Michael don't use words that you hate like that, you're not a twelve year old girl who thinks they are cool by calling older boys bae.

But if you were then Green Day would be your baes.

I don't even try to fix my red hair, it looks like poop but if I try to do anything with it then it will only look worse so I just put on a snapback to cover the whole mess up.

"Hey Mikey!" I smile at Ashton who is sitting on the couch in the bus. I smile at him and takes a cup of coffee before walking out from the bus to drink my morning coffee while smoking my morning cigarette. I know it's bad for you, but let me live my life and I will let you live yours.

I take a sip of my coffee before taking a deep breath of the dangerous stick. I love the feeling of not having to worry about anything.

People say that I smoke because I am lonely and need a girlfriend, they haven't figured that I am gay. It's not really a secret, they just never asked.

They have asked if I am together with Ashton and no I'm not, and then they have asked if I have a girlfriend... and No I don't. I don't see a point of coming out because why make a big deal of it. If they ask if I am gay then I say yes... but why would they ask me that? It's like asking someone if they are straight.

I hate that people who are gay have to come out. Like everyone assume you're straight until you say different, there is so much wrong with the world we are living in.