How can something that felt so great make you feel absolutely horrible the next day?
Even if it felt so right..
Then you wake up and feel completely disgusted with yourself,that's how I feel now.
Like the scum of the earth, maybe even worse than that.
I just wish I could let it all out, but what's the point if you just feel worse?
Especially when those you trust in, just get upset with you for what you've done.
As if that's what I need right now,when I'm already hating myself.
Maybe that's just what I deserve for being such a horrible person,
and doing such horrible things.
