And I told myself that I loved you,
Because I thought it was true,
But it turns out I never loved you.
I just loved the idea of you.
You made my skin crawl in such elegant ways,
And I had no idea I could feel so wonderfully strange.
You boy, with the deep eyes and playful smile,
You showed me what it trulyeans to be lost.
I crave your essence,
Not because it's you,
But because you needed me more.
You needed me more than I needed you.
I thought that I craved attention,
And because you did too, we were the perfect fit in this hazy world of a grey atmosphere.
Your hands itched to touch me,
And my loneliness begged for your grasp.
But this is too much for the both of us,
You only remind me of my past.
I thought that I needed to feel you as you did me,
I thought that I had feelings that you couldn't reach.
It was all a dream,
Born from my own demons and encouraged by yours.
Now I need you to be my friend,
Because I can't do temporary lovers anymore.
