AN//
Okay so..this POV(Josh) is continuing from his last POV when he saw the "guy" sit next to Brendon and start talking to him..just so you aren't confuzzeled...someone once told me that confuzzeled meant that you wanted to have sex with the person you're saying it to..let's just say we had a 2 hr long disussion on how it actually meant confused/puzzeled put together...this was a discussion w/my 10 yr old cousin..some children..anywayyy..
·Josh's POV·
I kept wondering who the guy in the beanie was...so I kept watching them talk.
When they started talking..I couldnt2 hear them, but they were laughing and I still couldn't see who Brendon was talking to.
For a minute, I wanted to just look away and talk to Mel...but then Brendon gained a panicked look on his face as he was talking to the guy.
He told the guy to do something and he shook his head while saying something. That's when Brendon shouted.
"LOOK AT ME. TYLER. NOW!"
Tyler....
Tyler?!
I watched as Tyler looked around in fear to see if anyone was watching. I quickly looked away so he couldn't see me watching.
As soon as he looked at Brendon, I looked back.
Tyler took the red beanie off and Brendon's hands shot to his mouth. As did mine after discovering the half of Tyler's face that was covered in brand new bruises.
Brendon's face was a mixture of sadness, fear....and anger. Not anger towards Ty though.
He started to talk to Tyler again, quieter this time. I couldn't hear a thing....and I couldn't stand it anymore when I heard one of them say, "Did he hut you again?!"
And so I walked over.
Brendon was in the middle of saying something....maybe, "I swear I'll.." something like that..
But I needed to know. I was scared. For him.
"Tyler?!"
(NOW BACK TO WHERE WE LEFT OFF)
Tyler scrambles with the beanie, quickly pulling it back onto his head. He stands up, looking down as he clears his throat nervously.
"Ehem...H-heeey Josh!"
He says too cheesily.
"Tyler.."
"What's up, fren?"
"Come with me. Now, please."
"Okay.."
We walk behind the school where no one is.
I stand there for a moment...not knowing what to expect when I pull off the beanie to get a closer look. I don't even want to think about it.
"C'mere Tyler."
"Why?"
·Tyler's POV·
He takes a few steps closer to me. Our bodies are now touching. My heart almost leaps out of my chest.
Tyler...stop. You aren't into guys. You like a girl. Remember Jenna? Yeah. Anyways, Tyler. You have a bigger problem. What if he finds out?
If he finds out then you failed. He can't know that you're broken. He can't know how broken you are. He can't even know WHY. He's already figured out what happened. You've already failed.
Shut up.
And if you tell him what happened, you're better off DEAD. Because that means you're WORTHLESS.
"SHUT UP!!"
As I stumble back from Josh, I start sobbing.
"Tyler??"
"..."
"Tyler, what's wrong?!"
"I shouldn't be here. Imworthless.worthlessworthlessworthlesswor-"
He grabs my hands and pulls me pack to him. My heart jumps as I realize that were now nose to nose.
"You are NOT worthless, Tyler."
"..."
I look down as he takes a small step back and pulls my beanie off.
His eye become watery as he sees it closer.
"What happened?"
He asks me. Clearly trying to hold back tears.
"My um...m-my....I fell down the stairs."
"No you didn't."
"...yes I did."
"Just tell me Tyler!"
"You don't get it, do you?"
"Get what?"
"It's too dangerous for you. And I don't even get that myself."
Good. Now walk away. Before you say something stupid like you always do. Before you fail just like you did with your sister.
·Josh's POV·
He becomes quiet. Standing there for a minute. Then he starts walking away.
"TYLER!"
I call after him.
·Tyler's POV·
"TYLER!"
I hear Josh call behind me. But..I can't go back. I can't look back. I don't want Blurry to get to him like he got to my sister. Can't. Turn. Back. Time.
Go home. Not school. You can't show your ugly face today. Or tomorrow. Josh is in science, math and english with you. You can't let him see you again. Go. Run. Now.
AN//
Alright. I have one last one for today. As I said in the convos, I have a suprise for the last one im currently writing today involving -hint-forest*whispers creepily*.
And I hope y'all like it, frens!!
Gon be kinda really actually supah sad tho so...just...be warned.
Again, suggestions-advice-feedback; ALWAYS WELCOME.
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De Todo"Just tell me Tyler!" "You don't get it, do you?" "Get what?" "It's too dangerous for you. And I don't even get that myself."
