AN// I know...not much fluff yet. But the time shall come, my smol frens. Patience.
·Tyler's POV·
I wake up in a hospital bed. I remember every little detail about what happened after I wake up. Melanie seems to have let him in.
"you're okay!"
"Yep."
Mel interrupts, "Josh. You can't be in here. You need to sign the paperwork first."
"Tyler...I'm so so SO sorry FOR the way I acted.."
"Doesn't matter. You have her. Okay?"
"Ty..."
"IT'S FINE....Josh."
He sits in the seat acrossed from my bed.
He starts talking to Melanie,
"What happened? What did the doctors say?"
"He almost broke the stitches. He hit his head on a rock and caused a concussion. And he lost a lot of blood in the process of his.....episode."
"Episode? What kind of episode?"
"A breakdown episode."
"What type of breakdown?"
"JUST A BREAK DOWN, OKAY JOSH?"
"NO. NOT OKAY, MELANIE. TELL ME."
I finally spoke up, after half an hour of them going back and forth like this.
"Holy FUCK Mel. Just tell him. I don't give a shit anymore."
"T-Ty...are you sure?"
"That's what I just said, Isn't it??"
"Ok-kay..."
Josh interrupts,
"So??"
"He had a breakdown. A mental breakdown, again."
"Doesn't everyone have those though?"
"Not like Tyler. Only few will truly understand."
"Then how's his different?"
"His isn't just a mental breakdown, Josh. It's his depression. He has extreme clinical depression. He has since he was a kid."
"What's that have to do with this?"
I interrupt,
"You really wanna know what it has to do with this, huh?? YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW, JOSH??"
"T-Ty you don't have to tell me if you don't want to.."
"I get VOICES in my head, Josh. They tell me things that make me feel a terrible way. A way that no one wants to live. And I tried NOT to live with them. I TRIED TO ESCAPE THEM."
"Tyler...what did you do??"
"You really wanna see what I did, Josh?? Want me to give you another reason to DESPISE me?? FINE. HERE. LOOK AT THE MONSTER THAT LIKES YOU. Take a look at the FUCKED UP mess that you NEVER knew I was!!"
As I say this, I hold up my arm that I've been hiding, revealing several stitches in long lines and a wrap around where I hit too deep.
His face displays sadness and terror at the same time.
"If THAT what you were looking for, Josh??? If so; you got it. Now you can go home without a worry, knowing that I'm a crazy suicidal head-case. You can go home to your PERFECT girlfriend and your PERFECT LITTLE LIFE. YOU CAN THROW MY STUFF OUT TO THE STREETS."
"Why would I do that?"
"Why would you want a suicidal psychotic living in your house?? Sorry! I got that incorrect," I hiss, "Why would you want a suicidal psychotic who loves you, living with you?? Why would you want to RISK the chance of having a perfect girlfriend or a pe-"
·Narrator's POV·
Tyler gets cut off by lips pressed against his.
He's shocked at first, not knowing who was kissing him, but as he realized who it was, he deepened the kiss.
Josh kissed Tyler, not quite knowing the reason. As the kiss got more intimate, Tyler's hand wonders up Josh's shirt, up his back.
Josh pushes away from the kiss quickly.
"I-Im sorry...I can't...Debby-"
"Get out Josh."
"Tyler...I didn't mean to-"
"IS THAT WHY YOU DID IT?? Just to SHUT me up so that you could RUB IT IN MY FACE MORE that you and DEBBY are together??"
"No....no Tyler, I...I don't know why I did it but....I just-"
"Out, Josh."
"Tyler, I'm sorry.."
"JUST GO. GO HANG OUT WITH DEBBY."
"Tyler...please"
"GET THE HELL OUT, JOSH. I DON'T WANT YOU IN HERE RIGHT NOW."
"No. I'm not leaving you again."
"Fine. Then if you won't show YOURSELF out, I'll have soneone do it for you. Melanie?"
"Yeah?"
"Call security, please?"
"Tyler...please don't do this..."
"Okay. They're on their way now, Ty."
"Tyler...please. Look at me Ty please j-"
"DON'T CALL ME THAT. DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME 'TY' LIKE EVERYTHIBG IS JUST FINE. NOTHING ID FINE AND YOU SOMEHOW HAD TIME TO GET A GIRLFRIEND."
As Tyler finished his sentence, the security gaurds walked in and started to carry Josh out.
"Tyler please. TYLER!!"
And then the door shut.
Tyler left a few hours later, he hadn't returned home yet...
AN//
I AM SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED. I'VE BEEN BUISY FIXING THINGS. I AM LITERALLY SO SORRY. IT'S 1:39am rn and I'm going to try and make tqo more parts to make it up to you all!! Again: I am SO SORRY, FRENS💙
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Random"Just tell me Tyler!" "You don't get it, do you?" "Get what?" "It's too dangerous for you. And I don't even get that myself."
