After Dark (VIXX RAVKEN) *COMPLETED*

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Ken's POV

Everything was a blur to me as me and Ravi drive as fast as possible to the hospital Jin told us.And now we're right infront of my mom's surgery room with Jin and Ravi comforting me.Even though it's not working.

Flashback

"KEN GET TO THE HOSPITAL NOW.YOUR MOM.SHE'S DYING.QUICK.I WILL TEXT YOU THE ADDRESS."That's enough to make me shock.I felt tears building in the corner of my eyes.

I can't even feel anything.I remember Ravi dragged me to his car and he curses at anyone who is getting on our way.

And now,we've arrived in the hospital.Right infront of my mom's surgery room.

End Of Flashback

"Ken calm down.She's going to be fine.Take a deep breath.Please Ken.Stay calm,for her?"Jin assured me but i can't seem to find myself to relax.

"W-what w-will happen t-to her?Is s-she g-going to m-made it?"I sobbed once more into Ravi's shirt,wetting it in the process but Ravi doesn't seem to care.

"Ravi can i speak with you?Just for a minute?"Jin asked Ravi and i feel him nod.

"Ken why don't you drink some water?To calm your nerves yeah?"Ravi asked me and i weakly nodded.

When they are out of my sight,i immediately think about my mom.She is my light.At least after dad was dead.Even though she got a cancer,she still take care of me.

And now she's inside the surgery room.Oh my god the bills!

I don't think i can pay for that even if i work everyday 24/7.It's too expensive.I groan while tears are freely falling down my cheeks.

Why is it have to be today out of all day?!Me and Ravi are having a great date!

Wait date?It's not a date!I blush a bit at the thoughts of dating with Ravi.

Snap out of it Ken!Your mother is dying inside!And the doctor said it's a 50/50 chance she will survive.

If only i had been an amazing son to her this won't happen.

If only i took care of her.

I pulled my hair in frustration,ignoring the pain on my head.But none of this pain are as painfull as i am feeling now.

I pull up my sleeves and see the scars i made.Some are healed,while some aren't.I have the big urge to hurt myself right now.But i don't have anything sharp right now.

My thoughts are cut by Ravi and Jin who had come back.When Ravi saw the scars on my arms,his eyes darken,while Jin just sighed and pull his hair a bit out of frustation.

That's what everyone feel about me.They thought i'm too hard to be handled.Even Jin thought so.

"Are you okay?"Ravi asked once he sitted beside me and i shook my head as 'no'

How could i be okay in this kind of situation?!

"Everything is going to be alright.Your mom is a strong women.She will get through it."He said trying to cheer me up but it's not working.

"I know she is.But how about the bills?!I can't afford them!"I sighed in frustation.

"Don't worry about it.As long as your mom is fine,you don't have to worry about the bills."He seemed really relaxed when he said this.But i ignored him.

"Jin,how do you know mom is in the hospital?"I asked Jin.

"The hospital called me.They said that the neighbour called the ambulance,and the hospital said that they can't contact you.And i remembered your having a little date with Ravi,so i called Ravi immediately."He said and i nodded,but once i realised he said 'date' i immediately rambled,