After Dark (VIXX RAVKEN) *COMPLETED*

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Typos and grammar errors are everywhere.

Ken's POV

'Well then fine.If you want a break up,than you have one.Who would want a stupid nerd anyway'

His words keep on repeating on my head since that day.And it's been a whole freaking week.

A whole week of avoiding him.A whole week of feeling lonely.A whole week of feeling nothing else except hurt.A whole week without Ravi beside me.

A whole week with me crying myself to sleep.

This whole week,i've been locking myself at my room.I blocked everyone out,even my mom and Jin.I only went out if i need to go to school.And lock myself again after going home.

I barely even eat but i don't care,i don't feel hungry at all.I can't seem to feel anything except hurt every single day.

Who would want a stupid nerd anyway?

His words keeps on ringing on my head and everytime it did,i feel myself crying again.Oh my god i'm such a baby.Crying over a stupid break up.

I look like shit everytime i went to school.And no doubt Ravi looks the same,but i'm so much worst than him.

I am now curling myself,wrapping my hands around my knees while my head is facing the wall above me.

I feels like there's no reason for me to life.There's no reason for me to smile anymore.There's no reason for me to even laugh anymore.

My thoughts are cut off by a very loud banging on the door.I look at my door and sigh loudly.

"KEN!WE ARE GOING OUT FOR A BREAKFAST.IF YOU'RE NOT GETTING OUT OF YOUR ROOM,I SWEAR I'M GONNA BREAK THIS DOOR INTO TWO AND I'M GONNA DRAG YOUR SORRY ASS OUT OF THIS ROOM!"Jin shouted behind the door and i can only sighed before walking slowly to the door.

Because i know,if i don't,he will really break the door into two.And i can't have that happen.

Once i opened the door,i see Jin cringed,of course,because of-

"When was the last time you take a bath?How long have you been using that cloths?And why does your room smells like a death rat has been living there for a decade?"I just stare blankly at him while inside,i feel like rolling my eyes at him.

"Anyway,take a bath now and change into something nice.And we're going to have breakfast outside because it's been a week since you went out.I'm gonna get a maid to clean this horrible room."He said and i widen my eyes and he seemed shock that i did,well because i've never even talk or show any emotion to them since that incident happen.

"No don't.I like my room like this.Don't you dare to even touch anything."I hissed quietly at him and he immediately nodded,with still wide eyes.

"Alright.......I'll leave you to take a bath now.If you're done,just meet me on the living room yeah?"He asked and i just stare blankly at him.

He sighed loudly before closing the door and let me do my things.I look at my room and oh my god,it looks horrible.

I quickly find some clean cloths from my closet,and the only cloths that is clean,is Ravi's cloth.I sighed loudly before grabbing the cloth,i don't bother with pants as i could just re- wear them.

I grab another clean boxers and walk inside the bathroom to do my duties.

I look myself at the mirror and no wonder Jin cringed at me.I have dark and ugly bags below my eyes.My eyes shows no emotion at all,my cloths looks so dirty like i didn't wash it for years,the point is,i look like a walking zombie.